Butterfly-death
Just let me die already all I do is suffer
- Apr 5, 2024
- 57
I'm trying to figure out methods available to me. It would have to be something cheap and easy to get. So I just have some questions
Does hanging have to be done with a metal bar or is there like something you can stick to the wall to tie the rope to? I share a room unfortunately but I'm thinking I can do it on my balcony the only thing is I worry a bit about being seen or heard (Is it loud? Can I make it not loud?) but maybe no one will notice if the light is off and of course it would be at night
Or could I choke myself to death? Maybe suffocate using a plastic bag and tie something around it like a rope? While using sleep meds
Go to the pool at night on medcations that make you sleepy so maybe I will drown? Maybe in the bathtub?
Should I drink a ton off caffeine in a short time? I've been hearing about this killing people. Maybe over the span of everyday drink a lot of caffeine
I'm just desperate so forgive me if any of these sound like a stupid idea
Does hanging have to be done with a metal bar or is there like something you can stick to the wall to tie the rope to? I share a room unfortunately but I'm thinking I can do it on my balcony the only thing is I worry a bit about being seen or heard (Is it loud? Can I make it not loud?) but maybe no one will notice if the light is off and of course it would be at night
Or could I choke myself to death? Maybe suffocate using a plastic bag and tie something around it like a rope? While using sleep meds
Go to the pool at night on medcations that make you sleepy so maybe I will drown? Maybe in the bathtub?
Should I drink a ton off caffeine in a short time? I've been hearing about this killing people. Maybe over the span of everyday drink a lot of caffeine
I'm just desperate so forgive me if any of these sound like a stupid idea
