hanging on for my parents

[jakethesnake]

I am basically ready and willing now. I have everything I need, and have the will to do it.

I am only hanging on now because I don't want to hurt my parents.

How do you deal with this yourself?

 

[dudebl]

I'm in the same boat - I'm an only child and my mom was a single mother - I can't hurt her but I need out.

It sucks.

 

[e!kent]

How do you deal with this yourself?

Sometimes the pain gets so bad that you don't care much anymore.
You become so desperate and tired of suffering that you downplay the importance of how they would feel.
So you settle for doing what you can to reduce the pain, like writing a letter.

 

[kufajoy]

Same thing going on with me. Already fixed a date for the bus. Ik it will hurt them so much but people heal ;) so ig it's okay

 

[Terrible_Life]

I am basically ready and willing now. I have everything I need, and have the will to do it.

I am only hanging on now because I don't want to hurt my parents.

How do you deal with this yourself?

My parents are a huge part of why I am here now so close to die but still this factor stopped me but now I don't give a damn any more in the end of the day its me the one who is going through hell who is being forced to endure this nightmare not them so it is my right to end this contaminated life and prevent a more painful and sad future