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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I didn't back out back then, because it was just a test. But yesterday I tried partial on a doorknob and I backed out after two tries, I couldn't get past my survival instincts. I guess I need to more painful life lessons, before I will be ready to leave.
No offense but this kinda contradicts your original post.
It's one thing to tighten a rope to your own breaking point, it's another to step off that chair and let gravity give you its breaking point.
Not trying to be mean or anything, but it's not easy.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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No offense but this kinda contradicts your original post.
It's one thing to tighten a rope to your own breaking point, it's another to step off that chair and let gravity give you its breaking point.
Not trying to be mean or anything, but it's not easy.
You are right. I found out it's harder to do when you are doing it for real. I would say full suspension would work best because you can't save yourself even if you try. Full suspension will probably hurt a bit more. But it's manageable.

What I meant by this post is that this method is not as painful as I expected, and that you will start loosing consciousness very quickly once the boodflow is properly stopped.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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You are right. I found out it's harder to do when you are doing it for real. I would say full suspension would work best because you can't save yourself even if you try. Full suspension will probably hurt a bit more. But it's manageable.

What I meant by this post is that this method is not as painful as I expected, and that you will start loosing consciousness very quickly once the boodflow is properly stopped.
This seems to be backed up by videos. Most seem like no struggle at all. But damn, taking that first step is awful
 
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Douggy82

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Nov 4, 2024
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I think you disagree 😛 but that's okay. A gun is the rational choice. The shotgun I'm looking at would make my head explode in a split second.
Aren't shotgun barrels really long?
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Aren't shotgun barrels really long?
Yeah I thought about that. I feel like I could reach the trigger but who knows. I've read about people using their toes
 
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qw3rty259

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Jun 19, 2023
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I guess I need to more painful life lessons
So true, it wants you to be absolutely miserable while making the choice for it to prefer sufferings of hanging instead of life's or otherwise says that there is still✨ hope ✨, which is not true, objectively in my case
 
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