Venting hanging at home?

[Eren]

I live with my mother but I am alone for a long time, and I could also lock it from the inside.

what bothers me is that my mother finds me hanging,

it makes me feel guilty Anyone in this situation?

 

[tsuina]

i get exactly what you mean, i think if i were to ctb soon, i'd feel so terrible for my mother (and my cat). it bars me from doing it asap as i should. whether she found the body herself or not, her daughter would have passed, and the guilt from that is overwhelming.. i'm personally holding off myself because of it, so i can't even give advice on overcoming the guilt of leaving our loved ones behind. it's very hard, you're not the only one struggling like this

 

[Breadbfra]

I live with my mother but I am alone for a long time, and I could also lock it from the inside.

what bothers me is that my mother finds me hanging,

it makes me feel guilty Anyone in this situation?

I absoloutely feel the same, I'm also afraid of how my body will look. Sometimes I think about hanging in some other places and leaving a note about it so they'll be prepared.

 

[glittergore]

My mom straight-up told me, "Do not kill yourself in our house." so I know what you mean. I just plan on going somewhere that I won't be found immediately, but several hours after death so I'm not missing for too long.

 

[Sinai Silence]

Hanging is my plan B if SN doesn't work out somehow. I'm not planning to do it at home though, the last thing I want is for my mum to find me and feel like she can't live the house anymore. It will most likely be the same for your mother, I'd recommend trying to do it out of the house if you don't wanna upset her more than it will.

 

[david1991]

I'll be hanging at home and dont care if people find me as i wont be around to see them again

 

[mathieu]

I live alone but I feel somewhat guilty about someone finding me hanged. Nevertheless I plan to try tonight.

 

[Eren]

Hanging is my plan B if SN doesn't work out somehow. I'm not planning to do it at home though, the last thing I want is for my mum to find me and feel like she can't live the house anymore. It will most likely be the same for your mother, I'd recommend trying to do it out of the house if you don't wanna upset her more than it will.

I understand, but I dont know where I can do it, the only one forest that I have "near" is very far.

 

[Breadbfra]

I live alone but I feel somewhat guilty about someone finding me hanged. Nevertheless I plan to try tonight.

I hope you'll find peace

 

[airboy_a380]

I personally wouldn't do it home, they will be traumatised for life. And regardless how we don't get along, I still wouldn't do it at home. But that's just my opinion.

 

[Silver]

I wouldn't hang at home if someone else lives there. It would be a terrible shock to your mother. Unless you could arrange it for someone else to find you instead.

 

[death137]

I wish I could do it outside but it looks like I'm going to do it at home. If I've a gun I can easily go anywhere outside home and do it but with hanging its very difficult (at least for me). My family will no doubt be traumatized by I don't think I've d/t opinion.

 

[Eren]

I wouldn't hang at home if someone else lives there. It would be a terrible shock to your mother. Unless you could arrange it for someone else to find you instead.

Yes, that's what worries me, but I don't know where I can do it if it's not at home.

 

[Eren]

I had a really strong argument with my mother, she said abnormal and a lot of nasty things.

It's amazing, but I no longer feel guilty for wanting CTB, not even for doing it at home.

 

[Ghost2211]

If home is your only option put a note on your door, lock it, and push a dresser in front of it, so she can't just oops walk in. It's not preferable but if it's the only option just leave a heads up note. If you can figure out a way to go to a hotel that seems a bit better.

 

[Eren]

If home is your only option put a note on your door, lock it, and push a dresser in front of it, so she can't just oops walk in. It's not preferable but if it's the only option just leave a heads up note. If you can figure out a way to go to a hotel that seems a bit better.

Thank you, I'll have it in mind

 

[Trayus]

I am gonna be honest, i think forcing someone to deal with that is really shitty. Even if you hate her, you take away her choice - she WILL have to deal with you hanging there, no other option for her. Even if someone else finds you or you leave a note... she will forever connect the memories and simply wont be able to live there anymore.

I would really recommend a hotel or something even more remote for this.

 

[Eren]

I am gonna be honest, i think forcing someone to deal with that is really shitty. Even if you hate her, you take away her choice - she WILL have to deal with you hanging there, no other option for her. Even if someone else finds you or you leave a note... she will forever connect the memories and simply wont be able to live there anymore.

I would really recommend a hotel or something even more remote for this.

When I wrote that I was angry, if I ever do, it won't be at home