Venting Guess I'm now just panicked about being alive

[wanttodie12345]

My previous vent thread was about being angry to be alive. I don't have the energy to be angry anymore. My body is falling apart, I'm in pain, I'm tired but can't sleep. There is no hope for things to improve. I'm in the planning process, but the darn bus stop keeps moving, obstacles keep getting in the way.
I'm panicked. This is hard. Feeling like I'll never have everything prepared. Trying to keep hope that plans work out. Browsing posts and feeling crappy.

 

[wanttodie12345]

If I can't have health, at least I wish I could have privacy.

 

[UnrulyNightmare]

That bone deep exhaustion makes things like planning harder..

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also feel tired of it all but anyway I wish you all the best.