Great News - Goodbye Thread

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I found out that according to Lost All Hope, getting hit by a train has a 96.2% success rate.

Hopefully I'll ctb tonight. Decapitation.

There are plenty of trains arriving at the hault at approximately 20:35 GMT. I will walk on tracks until I reach the tunnel then put my head on the tracks.

If you didn't here from me by 21st Nov 20:35 GMT, you can assume I CBT.

 

[death137]

Its a reliable method but are you really going to ctb tonight?

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

If it all goes to plan. I'm looking up train times now.

 

[TripleA]

Wish you luck

 

[sadworld]

Good luck and safe travels. I hope everything works out for you

 

[puppy9]

Won't it fucked up the train guy? Good luck tho

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I don't have any other method

 

[Xdyzine]

Good luck with your journey. Really brave of you.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

Update: Mightn't get to ctb tonight.

As I can only walk home one way, I mightn't be able walk back home at night.

Nvm. I'm allowed to walk back!

 

[TattiQueen]

Update: Mightn't get to ctb tonight.

As I can only walk home one way, I mightn't be able walk back home at night.

Nvm. I'm allowed to walk back!

If all works out for you, I don't see walking home being of any concern to you dear. You said you plan to do so in a tunnel? Another user mentioned the conductor so I was just thinking if above is accurate you may not even be spotted beforehand, although I'm not exactly sure what the after entails for the train or if it would be noticeable.

You're extremely brave my darling, I don't think I'd have the courage for a method such as this. I do commend for that. I really hope you find what you're Looking for, and I wish you the best. All of my love, hugs, and positivity for you! Xoxo

 

[Nymph]

fare well, it was nice meeting you

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you find peace.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I get to actually ctb earlier. Going to the train hault now

 

[StateOfMind]

Best of luck!

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

Nearly there please be no people
There was man who doesn't know what day of the week it is. Now a woman has joined who does
Plus a school girl
I just got the train to the main station in NI. There I get the train to somewhere even more remote.
I'm scared my mum will start freaking out soon and call the police.

 

[Cakes]

You're in NI? I hope you find peace.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

On a different train now

 

[justpeachy]

Nearly there please be no people
There was man who doesn't know what day of the week it is. Now a woman has joined who does
Plus a school girl

If there are multiple people there you have a better chance of getting the police called and being sectioned than you do of CBT. If people see you being suspicious near the tracks they certainly will end up calling. You may want to wait until there's nobody around if you insist on using this method that involves other people against their will (the train conductor mainly but even passengers).

On a different train now

why exactly are you on the train?

On a different train now

why exactly are you on the train?

Won't it fucked up the train guy? Good luck tho

Oh it will. It involves another human being against their will...I mean who wouldn't be fucked up and likely end up with PTSD making them more likely to suicide in the future by a significant amount? I don't think suicide as a whole is a selfish act by any means but I think using other people to end YOUR life is incredibly selfish. All of us want a choice so why does that train driver not get a choice? It's so very hypocritical.

 

[StateOfMind]

On a different train now

Don't mean to bum you out.
I've been following you recent posts.
You don't seem to be making a very coherent impression.
I recommend you postpone your ctb until you have a solid plan.
Train is a good method but it took me months to figure out a train without a time-table, train speed, shape, body orientation, time of jump etc
Take care and godspeed.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I'm on a different train because I want to go to another station were there's a chance of there being no people

 

[Ghost2211]

I will admit this method is not my first choice considering the collateral damage, as well as the fact that it is scary. However, much like any method you need to plan things out thoroughly and carefully and not just go into it randomly. If you're taking the train to another station you don't even know what the location will be like and who will be there. I get the impression you're setting yourself up for getting sectioned.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I already am sectioned. At a remote station now. Going to go through with it

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

SI kicked in. Tried to go to Dublin but the police found me

 

[elfgyoza]

Sounds like you're in a really tough spot atm if you're sectioned. I'm really sorry to hear things didn't work out, SI is a bitch sometimes. But as other people have said, perhaps you could use the time to plan more carefully/meticulously? I could never have the courage to do the train method, I think I'd feel too bad for the driver

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I don't know what else to do, I think I'm stuck in hospital forever now.

 

[elfgyoza]

I don't know what else to do, I think I'm stuck in hospital forever now.

You think you'll never get out?

 

[Zebedee]

I'm sure you'll get discharged eventually, I doubt you'll be held there indefinitely.

 

[http-410]

May I ask what exactly did the police do? Were they looking for you or were you suspicious?

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I'm sure you'll get discharged eventually, I doubt you'll be held there indefinitely.

No I won't. I've been here since July

May I ask what exactly did the police do? Were they looking for you or were you suspicious?

They were looking for me
Now my mother hates me

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I wish I could ctb now