Goodbye

[StuFin]

They started taking it 40 minutes ago, so hopefully if they want to get help there is time since they can't have taken a huge quantity of it. But 5g can be enough, even less than that I think, so if you changed your mind call for help.

 

[Meditation guide]

They started taking it 40 minutes ago, so hopefully if they want to get help there is time since they can't have taken a huge quantity of it. But 5g can be enough, even less than that I think, so if you changed your mind call for help.

She seems so young. I feel terrible about it.

 

[Jean Améry]

I am scared my chest feel heavy

If you're not sure there's no shame in reaching out to someone and have them call an ambulance. You seem very emotional and it's not a good idea to rush this. It's your decision but I don't want you to have regrets or die in fear.

 

[degeneratewaste]

if you're still there, please don't feel any shame in reaching out and calling emergency services if you're not sure of this. I'm sorry you had this much pain today and haven't been able to access those meds. fuck, I hope you are okay @glitchgirl

 

[Konjac]

If you're still here, it's not too late to ask for help if you're having any second thoughts. If you're 100% sure you want to do this, good luck & safe travels. Either way, sending all my love.

 

[flower]

oh my goodness, I hope you are at peace whatever happened

 

[ChrisHutch]

You know just because you feel like this at this moment it doesn't mean you will always feel this pain. I felt an uncontrollable sadness in my life but now I don't feel like that anymore. I am just here to say that if you want to, with help or by yourself, you can turn things around. I urge you to seek help.

 

[yetme]

Chest hurts a bit
I hear heart beat in my eairs and face
I'm going log out now I am struggling to keep up
I'm sorry for rushing this if I am back I failddg
I am scared my chest feel heavy
I'm on fire ear pulse sound
I love you all and I'm sorry again for impulsive g

Good bye ((

 

[Meditation guide]

d I'm sorry again for impulsive g

I think it's a shame she felt the need to apologize. Not a good idea to be so critical of someone at a time like this. Honestly try not to criticize people.

Think about it. Someone is on their goodbye thread. They drink SN. Then others come along and criticize them for being impulsive and not planning while the person is starting to die, with minutes before they lose consciousness. It's the last things they hear. Have some empathy for the person in this moment.

 

[Brackenshire]

Farewell sweetie

 

[Lordsudbury]

Goodnight little one

 

[StuFin]

I think it's a shame she felt the need to apologize. Not a good idea to be so critical of someone at a time like this. Honestly try not to criticize people.

Think about it. Someone is on their goodbye thread. They drink SN. Then others come along and criticize them for being impulsive and not planning while the person is starting to die, with minutes before they lose consciousness. It's the last things they hear. Have some empathy for the person in this moment.

I think they were trying to suggest she got help rather than acting on impulse, that is to say I don't think they were trying to be critical, but rather caring for her wellbeing.

But I get what you're saying.

 

[StuFin]

That's fine, but not in her goodbye thread after she already drank the SN. She had to apologize as she was dying!

Why give someone who has just drunk SN a lecture on not being so impulsive? She was about to lose consciousness!

I didn't feel they were lecturing her, rather suggesting she got help and plan it more carefully to make sure it's what she really wanted.

But again, I get what you're saying and how it could be taken that way.

 

[StuFin]

It's the timing! How is she going to plan more carefully when she is in the process of dying? Making her feel bad as she is about to die? So she has to apologize.

That was kind of the point - if she got help she wouldn't die.

 

[Broken Chimera]

She didn't even take any painkillers or measure the right amounts. She was on the phone with someone from the housing authority. You think they're going to send help for her? I hope that she's not suffering anymore.

 

[sadworld]

Sleep well I hope you had a peaceful transition

 

[Spitfire]

Chest hurts a bit
I hear heart beat in my eairs and face
I'm going log out now I am struggling to keep up
I'm sorry for rushing this if I am back I failddg
I am scared my chest feel heavy
I'm on fire ear pulse sound
I love you all and I'm sorry again for impulsive g

No more feeling sorry, no more fear, and no more pain... A few things I wish for you. I love you just as much!

Farewell glitchgirl.

 

[glitchgirl]

Hello everyone I have failed. This was the scariest moment in life
I puked up everything 20 minutes later, I have absorbed a lot so I'm being hospitalised.
I regret taking SN it was traumatic for me, not a peaceful ctb like I was expecting. This is my fault of course so I hope others don't say im bashing this method.My SN has been confiscated by paramedics, I was only fou s Becuase lady below me heard myloud vomiting
Sorry for the ugly photos but this is proof I'm not lying okay x I love you guys but I'm not going through with this method again. I might still close my account I've just messed up today And I'm in agony and embarrassed

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I'm sorry you're in agony and I hope you start to feel better soon. There's nothing to be embarrassed about, please don't feel like you need to leave because of that.

 

[Dizzy_Dreams]

I am so sorry for you

 

[Silver]

Glad you are relatively OK. You don't need to leave the forum though, you're still welcome if you wish to stay.

 

[antigone_iris]

Hey, @glitchgirl Please don't feel embarrassed. We are here to support you and listen to you if you feel like talking. I hope you will feel better soon. I'm sorry that you are in agony. Sending you hugs and much love! Speedy recovery!

 

[Stepheng7287]

Hopefully people learn something from this post. This is why you need to follow the guide.

 

[Cakes]

I hope you start feeling better! I'm sorry this happened to you! Big hugs and wishing you a speedy recovery. xx

 

[StuFin]

Glad you're okay.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I hope you are resting easy, Glitch.. Sending so much love and hope that suffering did not arrive in time.

We will miss you and think of you. Be at peace... May you walk on warm sands...

 

[Shiv15]

I wish you didn't have to go through this failed attempt. I feel terrible. Hopefully you find peace.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Hello everyone I have failed. This was the scariest moment in life
I puked up everything 20 minutes later, I have absorbed a lot so I'm being hospitalised.
I regret taking SN it was traumatic for me, not a peaceful ctb like I was expecting. This is my fault of course so I hope others don't say im bashing this method.My SN has been confiscated by paramedics, I was only fou s Becuase lady below me heard myloud vomiting
Sorry for the ugly photos but this is proof I'm not lying okay x I love you guys but I'm not going through with this method again. I might still close my account I've just messed up today And I'm in agony and embarrassed View attachment 49878

I am so happy to see that you are okay!!! As selfish as it sounds... SN seems to be quite the different experience for everyone and I am so sorry you went through the agony that you did.

No matter what, we're here for you and there is absolutely no reason to feel embarrassed. x

 

[BLUE1970]

You've nothing to be embarrassed about. Sending love to you.

 

[flower]

so sorry you went through that, I hope you recover well please don't feel embarrassed or that you have to leave the forum, you aren't the first to not "succeed" and you won't be the last, there is nothing to be ashamed about. we're here for you.