Goodbye

[ocd is bad]

You didn't deserve such a hard life, I hope you find peace.

 

[Sbinalla]

I'm very sorry to hear that you're having such a negative experience so soon before you planned to go. I'm very new here and this is the first time I've heard of something like this happening. Wishing you the best. Nobody deserves to be betrayed by somebody they trusted, somebody in your position the least. Sending love

 

[Abgrundanziehung]

I might have to postpone. A user named @s1mplem3 is threatening to call the cops on me. Unfortunately I talked to him outside of the website. He's pro life and I didn't realize it until it was too late. It's my fault for being so careless. He has my phone number. Idk if the cops can find me just from that but still.

That just burns me up I still have panic attacks when someone knocks on the door the wrong way because of my experience with the "mental health" police. So incredibly selfish of @s1mplem3. I hope they're banned too. They're a bad apple it sounds like, but the rest of us are here to support you whatever you ultimately decide

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Sad to see you go, I wish you peace.

 

[deleted]

Good luck, rest in peace

 

[_Minsk]

I'll be catching the bus tonight. Finding this website has been the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here. I love and appreciate each and every one of you.

I'll be following Stan's guide for the stat dose of SN. I'll keep everyone updated for as long as I can.

It won't be until late at night tonight so mods please don't ban me yet.

i will miss you!! :((((( safe travels woodnote, hope you find peace!**HUGGSS**

 

[Isadeth]

I hope whatever you decide gives you peace and comfort. Whether you decide to wait due to current circumstances or continue with your plans of this evening. ♡ I'm sorry you're being threatened. It's cruel and unfair. whatever you decide we're here for you. Xx

 

[got2beFionaC]

i hope you find peace

 

[Jumper Geo]

I might have to postpone. A user named @s1mplem3 is threatening to call the cops on me. Unfortunately I talked to him outside of the website. He's pro life and I didn't realize it until it was too late. It's my fault for being so careless. He has my phone number. Idk if the cops can find me just from that but still.

Funny that they haven't attempted to solve any of your problems in life just delayed your choice to CTB so I don't understand why, do they prefer you to CTB without anyone wishing you well, baffling really, mug them of next time leave your phone at home and go to a hotel see if you can pay in cash and do another goodbye but if you've changed your mind that's fine as well.

Good luck

Cheers

Geo

 

[woxihuanni]

If you want to talk during this delay, you can pm me

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I've been looking at @s1mplem3's post history and he gave accurate advice about SN. What genuine pro-lifer would do that?

Please note I'm not supporting @s1mplem3, I never even interacted with the guy, it's just that something is off here so I'm not going to pick up my anti-pro-lifer torch and pitchfork just yet.

In his posts he often asked for people to PM him and be posted a lot on the Partners Megathread. He many not have been hard banned which means he could still communicate in PMs, and he may have the contact info of other forum members as well. @Woodnote, if you're willing to share, it would be helpful for those who were in contact with him to hear what happened -- how long you were in contact off line, when did you start noticing red flags and what were they, what went down today, etc.

 

[Woodnote]

I've been looking at @s1mplem3's post history and he gave accurate advice about SN. What genuine pro-lifer would do that?

Please note I'm not supporting @s1mplem3, I never even interacted with the guy, it's just that something is off here so I'm not going to pick up my anti-pro-lifer torch and pitchfork just yet.

In his posts he often asked for people to PM him and be posted a lot on the Partners Megathread. He many not have been hard banned which means he could still communicate in PMs, and he may have the contact info of other forum members as well. @Woodnote, if you're willing to share, it would be helpful for those who were in contact with him to hear what happened -- how long you were in contact off line, when did you start noticing red flags and what were they, what went down today, etc.

I didn't notice any red flags until today. It came out of nowhere. I said I was going to ctb tonight and he threatened to call the cops. Then demanded I call him every hour and that if I didn't he'd call the cops. He said this is what real friends do. I don't know if he's pro life or if he just didn't want his friend to die. I guess there's a difference. Here's a small sample of the text messages.

 

[Breadbfra]

I didn't notice any red flags until today. It came out of nowhere. I said I was going to ctb tonight and he threatened to call the cops. Then demanded I call him every hour and that if I didn't he'd call the cops. He said this is what real friends do. I don't know if he's pro life or if he just didn't want his friend to die. I guess there's a difference.

I mean it's strange to sign up on a pro choice suicide site and then threaten to call the cops, even if it's your friend. Your life, your choice. I'd help my friend to pass if that's their believe and they've already seek help and nothing helped. Whatever turns out I hope tyou finally find peace :)

 

[Tigeress Lost]

I wish you peace what ever u decide our bus will come

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Hi Woodnote! Just wanted to say that I respect your decision and no matter what happens in the end, I am wishing you all the best and a peaceful passing!
From whatever goes on, I just hope you find what you are looking for. Thank you so much for the conversation we had too, it was great to get to talk to a caring a polite person such as you. It sucks a little that the person in that chat conversation wants to call law enforcements on you, but hopefully you will find a way if the SN method and CTB is what you intend to do. Lots of hugs and nothing but hopeful and positive thinking from me with your choice or choices! :)
It was an honor really and one way or the other, I guess I will be both sad and happy about this. If there is such a thing as a life after death and we get to see each other somehow, I'd shake your hand dude! You get nothing but respect from me, keep being you with every choice you make, even if this is your final.

 

[oneanonymous]

I've been looking at @s1mplem3's post history and he gave accurate advice about SN. What genuine pro-lifer would do that?

Please note I'm not supporting @s1mplem3, I never even interacted with the guy, it's just that something is off here so I'm not going to pick up my anti-pro-lifer torch and pitchfork just yet.

In his posts he often asked for people to PM him and be posted a lot on the Partners Megathread. He many not have been hard banned which means he could still communicate in PMs, and he may have the contact info of other forum members as well. @Woodnote, if you're willing to share, it would be helpful for those who were in contact with him to hear what happened -- how long you were in contact off line, when did you start noticing red flags and what were they, what went down today, etc.

He may not really even be pro life or pro choice, just pro making people's lives hell. Like others have said, a troll. I have an aunt who is like this, always trying to destroy lives and causing all kinds of trouble for no reason so I'm well aware of people like this. This site needs to ban this user immediately.
@Woodnote, if I were you, I'd try getting a new phone and number, if that's possible. You can get a decent, cheap phone at Walmart for 30 bucks or so. I'm so sorry. I can't believe this has happened to you. Talk about a nightmare scenario. I would be so terrified right now. I have horrible anxiety and this would have me literally shaking. This is the last thing you deserve. I'm just, so sorry. I hope you find peace.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I didn't notice any red flags until today. It came out of nowhere. I said I was going to ctb tonight and he threatened to call the cops. Then demanded I call him every hour and that if I didn't he'd call the cops. He said this is what real friends do. I don't know if he's pro life or if he just didn't want his friend to die. I guess there's a difference. Here's a small sample of the text messages.View attachment 40685

Ewwwwww!!!!!!!!

This is typical Partners Megathread creepiness, wanting to get laid when someone else is wanting to die.

If this genuinely happened, I'm so sorry you went through this. (It's the internet and a public forum, I always leave room for doubt, I sincerely mean no offense.)

 

[Sbinalla]

Ugh, the more I come back to this thread, the more upset I get. I can't imagine wanting to make somebody's possible last day full of anxiety and grief and pain. You sincerly didn't deserve this. We all don't want you to die. We are all sad that life has taken you to this place. People like this only reinforce the worst of the world - behaving like this doesn't exactly make anybody want to stay. I'm sorry - I'm just a little worked up. It's just such manipulative behavior, it's hard to believe that this person has your best interest in mind. It feels like a sick power trip to dangle this above you.

 

[restingspot]

I literally have no words for this, holy shit. All my sympathies @Woodnote . And he is from the Partners megathread? Ew...I'd rather CTB alone at this point

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I didn't notice any red flags until today. It came out of nowhere. I said I was going to ctb tonight and he threatened to call the cops. Then demanded I call him every hour and that if I didn't he'd call the cops. He said this is what real friends do. I don't know if he's pro life or if he just didn't want his friend to die. I guess there's a difference. Here's a small sample of the text messages.

This is truly horrible. I'm so sorry you had to deal with all of this today. Sending you virtual hugs and positive vibes.

 

[Woodnote]

Thank you to everyone! It means a lot to me to have the support of so many people.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Thank you to everyone! It means a lot to me to have the support of so many people.

I hope you know that there are still people here whom you can trust if needed. My faith would be shaken after an experience like this, and I'd probably be hard-presses to trust anyone... but do know that there are people here who respect you.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I'm sorry for everything you are going through.

 

[Lorntroubles]

Ewwwwww!!!!!!!!

This is typical Partners Megathread creepiness, wanting to get laid when someone else is wanting to die.

If this genuinely happened, I'm so sorry you went through this. (It's the internet and a public forum, I always leave room for doubt, I sincerely mean no offense.)

I got the same creep vibe from this ********!!!! He's using his "powers" to have the upper hand on you, OP. He genuinely doesn't care, he wants attention and is horny and manipulative. Scum. This user had hundreds of messages so who the fuck knows what they been up to. Oh, I do know, it's nothing good!!!!

 

[Isadeth]

I didn't notice any red flags until today. It came out of nowhere. I said I was going to ctb tonight and he threatened to call the cops. Then demanded I call him every hour and that if I didn't he'd call the cops. He said this is what real friends do. I don't know if he's pro life or if he just didn't want his friend to die. I guess there's a difference. Here's a small sample of the text messages.View attachment 40685

@Woodnote I'm so sorry that happened to you! That's honestly no friend at all... more like a predator and someone that enjoys control. You do not deserve that type of treatment, nobody does. I'm glad you shared your experience and messages to help protect and warn others. That's very brave of you. Are you okay after dealing with that? If you need to talk or anything I'm here for you. ♡

 

[Lorntroubles]

Besides always posting in the partner's megathread, he would always offer to PM with anyone who was lonely and sometimes he's subtle and sometimes he is outright.

Take a look at this from April 2020:


A boyfriend pillow? This world is insane. I don't know how to help you, I'm home alone 24/7 just go outside sometimes to buy food. If you want we can chat in here or even meet in real life if you willing to travel (I'm NY state).

OP, you deserve a proper goodbye. ;(

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

I wish I could beam you to me in Switzerland. Then I would show you some beautiful places in nature from which you could choose where you could die with dignity.

I could be with you and relieve you of the fear that you will be disturbed again. You didn't deserve to go hiding your last way. It's just cruel.

I hope you can take some time to calm down before you head back to the bus stop.

Wish you all the best for the future, whatever it looks like

 

[Despondent]

I'm going to miss seeing you around here You really helped to shed some light here with your kindness. I hope that you find the peace that you deserve and may you rest in peace

 

[falloutcarter13]

I'll be catching the bus tonight. Finding this website has been the best thing that's happened to me in a long time. I just wanted to say thank you to everyone here. I love and appreciate each and every one of you.

I'll be following Stan's guide for the stat dose of SN. I'll keep everyone updated for as long as I can.

It won't be until late at night tonight so mods please don't ban me yet.

Dude (or dudette) I am SO sorry this happened. Making this decision is the hardest thing a person will ever do...having someone pull this crap is just unacceptable no matter what their intention is. This site is not the right place for someone like that and I hope the admins see this and ban that member. I'm brand new and don't have a PM ability yet but I just wanted to tell you that you have my total sympathy, friend. Better luck in the future =(

 

[wanttodie]

I wish you peace