Goodbye ❤️

[bunny_brownie9]

All I can do is hope for the best and a peaceful end I appreciate the concern though

I woke up around 18 hours after

how do you know it's pure or not nitrate? that's a long time and especially considering you took the 'correct' amount

 

[SleepingBliss]

how do you know it's pure or not nitrate? that's a long time and especially considering you took the 'correct' amount

I'm 76kg and took 22g as stans guide suggests
I'm quite scared, would someone mind calling me on discord?
You can record for the site if you want

 

[CantDoIt]

I'm sorry that your attempt didn't work and that you feel disappointed! Someone else here on this forum recently failed an attempt with 22g potassium nitrite, I believe. Although not the same substance, the mechanism is the same.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

I'm 76kg and took 22g as stans guide suggests
I'm quite scared, would someone mind calling me on discord?
You can record for the site if you want

do you mind me asking what you're scared about?

 

[SleepingBliss]

do you mind me asking what you're scared about?

I am scared of death, I don't know what's on the other side if anything, I hope reincarnation is real but it doesn't make a lot of sense

 

[HiddenPain]

That's a lot to take at once. You may fall asleep and throw up again. Please be careful

That's not a huge amount.. I'm taking 5x 80mg tabs of propranolol when I CTB.

 

[CantDoIt]

I am scared of death, I don't know what's on the other side if anything, I hope reincarnation is real but it doesn't make a lot of sense

This is completely understandable and exactly how I feel. I think most people will be at least a little bit afraid unless their feelings have become completely numb.

 

[SleepingBliss]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

 

[CantDoIt]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

May you go with peace on your journey.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

It's going to be okay

 

[lycheeginger]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

everything is going to be okay

 

[AmberianDawn]

I hope you don't feel pain, I wish you a peaceful and calm journey

 

[Kali_Yuga13]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

May you find peace and comfort in the arms of the angels.

 

[unnamed2]

Hope you found peace.
You're brave.

 

[failedone]

I hope you have found the peace you were looking for...Send you all my love

 

[bluejelly]

Wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[destinationlosangel]

Godspeed

 

[blessforus]

Wish you a peacefull journey

 

[norkz]

Goodbye sweetie I hope you find peace, you deserve it

 

[appleguy420]

May your journey be filled with peace <3

 

[Guy089001]

I hope you're alright. Be at peace.

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope your journey to the peace you crave is gentle. Hug your dog!

 

[Mebius]

I drank it fuck fuck
Goodbye friends

Brutal tbh, the "regret" kicks in, but you know its just your mind panicking. Goodbye
.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

22 g? PPH says 25 g. if i do this method it's 30g for me in 70 ml water and meto ondesatron
tron.

but something seems off to me. imo even 22 g sn would work with no antiemetics and vomiting. imo not pure enough SN .old or expired SN or nitrate or measured wrong or not properly stored SN . if some SN is 5 years old and left in light heat or humidity and expect it work without knowing manufacture date and certificate of analysis is assuming too much.

 

[Minsu]

I think it didn't work in the first attempt because of no antiemetics. Everyone says that they're very essential for ctbing.

Hope you're not suffering now and are in peace sweetie

 

[Meowmeownextweek]

I hope you are well and in peace now

 

[seraph168]

I found this forum today, whilst googling methods for my own CTB. Keep coming back to this thread to see if you reply.. I hope you are okay, or passed by peacefully

 

[Placo]

Wow, what courage, two attempts in such a short time, determination to be envied, almost no hesitation.

All bad things must come to an end, I hope this is your case.

 

[Anon7b8]

Safe travels, hope you find what you were looking for on the other side.

 

[Sylveon]

Man, this is so depressing; I can't imagine being in so much pain as to attempt it twice in such a short span of time.

I pray that they're in a better place now; no one should have to go through any of this.