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YosemiteGrrl

When will courage be mine
Dec 17, 2023
217
@SleepingBliss Are you still with us?
 
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QueenInsomnia

QueenInsomnia

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Jul 21, 2024
27
Well friends, I am at my spot and I have my sn mixed, I have more water and sn solution just incase too, 50ml is a lot less than I expected. Now I just need to get over si and anxiety. I'm going to take a bunch of my melatonin and wait for it to start kicking in and then I'm out.

Thank you for everything you've given me and for all the lovely people I talked to on my short time here. I love you all ❤️

I'll be replying/answering questions for a bit before and I'll try keep everyone up-to-date.

Below is my ragtag setup for measuring and where I will have my final moments. Labels removed from sn for privacy source reasons.

It's ironic that the scales I purchased are even called 'salter' 😂
Beautiful location, I love the woods, it definitely has "returning to nature" vibes. I hope it brings you peace and tranquility in your final moments here on earth. May whatever happens after this be beyond your wildest dreams. Safe travels, my friend.
 
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Tiberius85

Tiberius85

Member
Aug 21, 2022
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I love the spot you selected. Going back to where we all come from: nature. You'll just move from this human, conscious life back to being a simple part of nature. Beautiful.
 
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Bear1234

Student
Jul 8, 2024
133
A little late, but much love and really hope you passed peacefully to the other side <3
 
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Minsu

Minsu

♀️🏳️‍🌈
Jan 17, 2023
545
Hope you're in peace now ❤️
 
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Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
734
I think that in the end life and death
Are two sides of the same fate
We get used to seeing them more often
But when it's time we suffer just the same
And there's no need to drink and smoke anymore
I want to think of you tonight
With smudged makeup on your face
The last thing I saw was a smile
 
Velvet Fortress

Velvet Fortress

Member
Dec 13, 2021
72
I'm sorry to see you go. Whatever the outcome, I hope you find peace.
 
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nihilism__

Member
Jul 12, 2024
55
Well friends, I am at my spot and I have my sn mixed, I have more water and sn solution just incase too, 50ml is a lot less than I expected. Now I just need to get over si and anxiety. I'm going to take a bunch of my melatonin and wait for it to start kicking in and then I'm out.

Thank you for everything you've given me and for all the lovely people I talked to on my short time here. I love you all ❤️

I'll be replying/answering questions for a bit before and I'll try keep everyone up-to-date.

Below is my ragtag setup for measuring and where I will have my final moments. Labels removed from sn for privacy source reasons.

It's ironic that the scales I purchased are even called 'salter' 😂
spero che tu sia in un posto migliore :)
I think that in the end life and death
Are two sides of the same fate
We get used to seeing them more often
But when it's time we suffer just the same
And there's no need to drink and smoke anymore
I want to think of you tonight
With smudged makeup on your face
The last thing I saw was a smile
Ma ha usato solo SN? Senza niente? Non è pericoloso utilizzarlo senza nient'altro?
 
deficient

deficient

Member
Jul 26, 2024
7
What a beautiful area to pass at. Rest in peace.
 
Placo

Placo

Life and Death
Feb 14, 2024
734
spero che tu sia in un posto migliore :)

Ma ha usato solo SN? Senza niente? Non è pericoloso utilizzarlo senza nient'altro?
Nel post parla solo di acqua, SN e melatonina quindi direi di no, in effetti è strano.

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- I hope you are in a better place :) But did she use only SN? Without anything else? Isn't it dangerous to use it without anything else?
- In the post she only talks about water, SN and melatonin so I would say no, it's actually strange.
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
My attempt did not work, I woke up having vomited, I am going to do it again today. I am determined. I am taking paracetamol now, as well as meto and propranolol, then my sn mix with three glasses/bottles. I will not be taking sleeping meds I think that was the issue, I will just brave the feeling
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,759
My attempt did not work, I woke up having vomited, I am going to do it again today. I am determined. I am taking paracetamol now, as well as meto and propranolol, then my sn mix with three glasses/bottles. I will not be taking sleeping meds I think that was the issue, I will just brave the feeling
I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out. What happened? Did you do anything out of the guide? How much SN did you take? Are you sure it's pure enough?
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
I'm sorry to hear it didn't work out. What happened? Did you do anything out of the guide? How much SN did you take? Are you sure it's pure enough?
It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Wizard
Apr 9, 2024
672
It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again
You have your phone? With service? People can track you, your location. if you're getting messages people might be looking for you and it's very easy these days to pinpoint the phone location. Be careful. I had a feeling yesterday that something wasn't right, just be careful.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,759
It is from a chemical company and is pure, I vomited in my sleep, I have not gone home but have many messages, I think there is still in system, I am hazy and have a very sore head but I forgot to take my meto, I have taken it now, I need to get courage to drink again and go through it again I was cold and hopeful it feels like a defeat but I will pick myself up and try again
Don't you think it will be better to get medical attention? It might still be in your system and if it's not enough to kill you it might cause you damage.
 
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SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
You have your phone? With service? People can track you, your location. if you're getting messages people might be looking for you and it's very easy these days to pinpoint the phone location. Be careful. I had a feeling yesterday that something wasn't right, just be careful.
I have location off and all tracking off I am using a vpn and no one knows I am here
Don't you think it will be better to get medical attention? It might still be in your system and if it's not enough to kill you it might cause you damage.
I'm taking it again now, I do not need to worry about damage
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Wizard
Apr 9, 2024
672
I have location off and all tracking off I am using a vpn and no one knows I am here

I'm taking it again now, I do not need to worry about damage
Okay... I don't know what to say, it's not easy it takes tremendous courage. I hope you will be all right.
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
No goodbye messages this time as far as others know I am dead so all I need is to get past nerves but I have taken 100mg of propranolol
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Wizard
Apr 9, 2024
672
No goodbye messages this time as far as others know I am dead so all I need is to get past nerves but I have taken 100mg of propranolol
That's a lot to take at once. You may fall asleep and throw up again. Please be careful
 
bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
176
why do you think that sleeping meds were the problem, and how long after taking it did you wake up?
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
510
Good Luck. I wish you the best in your attempt.
 
SleepingBliss

SleepingBliss

I wanna Miku-mit suicide ❤️
Jul 3, 2024
51
That's a lot to take at once. You may fall asleep and throw up again. Please be careful
All I can do is hope for the best and a peaceful end ❤️ I appreciate the concern though
why do you think that sleeping meds were the problem, and how long after taking it did you wake up?
I woke up around 18 hours after
 
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