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lucyna

lucyna

barely active / recovering
Aug 22, 2023
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💜
 
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CloudyNightSky

CloudyNightSky

Specialist
Oct 28, 2023
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Goodbye safe journey and I'm glad there's no pain <33
 
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nowhere
Sep 12, 2020
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Have a peaceful journey, avaruus. We are still here for you.
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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Fall asleep gently, rest well and in peace. Though we are not there, we are still with in your journey.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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All the best! Have a pleasant journey! Farewell and good luck! May you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Aim

Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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This thread was hard to watch 🥺💔 Hope you are in a peaceful place ❣️
 
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skaro

skaro

idk anymore
Oct 25, 2023
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I know this may come off as insensitive but - have you tried doing something like joining the military? Maybe even volunteer somewhere? You feel like you have a purpose and - it's usually anything but a 9-5 desk job. I don't know much about it but, seems like an option for some people idk. Something that shakes you up a bit.
 
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ManByTheRiver

ManByTheRiver

Bliss
Oct 19, 2023
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I know this may come off as insensitive but - have you tried doing something like joining the military? Maybe even volunteer somewhere? You feel like you have a purpose and - it's usually anything but a 9-5 desk job. I don't know much about it but, seems like an option for some people idk. Something that shakes you up a bit.
Military is mandatory in Finland, but he dropped out after a few weeks. I'm not sure if avaruus can reply anymore, so that's why I'll be the one telling you that.
 
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skaro

skaro

idk anymore
Oct 25, 2023
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Military is mandatory in Finland, but he dropped out after a few weeks. I'm not sure if avaruus can reply anymore, so that's why I'll be the one telling you that.
I just finished reading the thread, I saw he drank it :(
this makes me so sad
 
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tiger b

tiger b

AI without the I
Oct 24, 2023
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I think he's with the cats now.
 
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flower_g1rl

flower_g1rl

sep 22, 2019
Oct 25, 2023
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goodbye
 
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rileywatson

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Oct 19, 2023
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goodbye
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
398
I hope that you found the peace you were looking for. Farewell.
 
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Scattered-Soul

Scattered-Soul

It was an indescribable pain
Oct 2, 2023
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I've no idea if it went successfuly but in case it did, farewell, buddy.
 
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february in alaska

february in alaska

wandering aimlessly
Sep 13, 2023
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Goodbye stranger. I hope you've crossed over peacefully by now, it's a relief to hear you weren't in any pain. First time I've followed a goodbye thread from someone I recognize on here. See you in three months.

Rest in peace
 
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W3akCr3atur3

W3akCr3atur3

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
358
Goodbye. Rest well.
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
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Just woke up to this this morning. I'm sure OP has or is currently in the process of passing. Rest easy and may you find peace :heart:
 
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Deleted member 65988

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Just woke up to this this morning. I'm sure OP has or is currently in the process of passing. Rest easy and may you find peace :heart:
Considering 3pm (their time) was 3 hrs ago, there's a good chance that OP is either in a hospital somewhere recovering or they actually ctb. In any case, that's another user gone by SN in just a short space of time, I'll miss avaruus around here but you could tell they really wanted to go.
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
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I hope I'm not late to tell you goodbye! You've been very kind and helpful to me.
Thank you for everything man, I wish you a peaceful journey! You will be missed :heart:

edit: well. apparently I am late. I'm surprised im crying rn, I'm not sure why, I usually don't.
But yesterday I told him I would have tried to be here for his goodbye thread and I wasn't...
I'm sure it wasn;t a big deal for him, but I can't help feeling a piece of shit rn that always lets others down...
Luckily he still got a lot of support from all of you guys, and I'm very happy about that.
I don't believe in afterlife either, but hey @avaruus I'm glad you are in a better place now :heart:
 
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Sammie_com.sanrio

Sammie_com.sanrio

Stuck here
Apr 7, 2023
167
I'm so glad for you that you have the resources and can achieve this. I hope the ride to the bus goes smoothly! 🫶🩷🫰
 
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!!!!!julpet

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Nov 1, 2023
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I'm sad that you're gone avaruus. I had hoped to be in time to talk with you. 😪. I am of course happy for you to be out of pain. I am though unable to be happy that you killed yourself to accomplish that.

I am new here, but not without personal experience. Please forgive me if I say something to hurt anybody. But I have a question. Why use 'ctb', rather than call it what it is? 'Kill myself'. 'End my life'. This is no bus ride.
 
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Kundalini Guy

Kundalini Guy

FULLY RECOVERED
Mar 27, 2023
516
Rest in peace
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
624
I hope I'm not late to tell you goodbye! You've been very kind and helpful to me.
Thank you for everything man, I wish you a peaceful journey! You will be missed :heart:

edit: well. apparently I am late. I'm surprised im crying rn, I'm not sure why, I usually don't.
But yesterday I told him I would have tried to be here for his goodbye thread and I wasn't...
I'm sure it wasn;t a big deal for him, but I can't help feeling a piece of shit rn that always lets others down...
Luckily he still got a lot of support from all of you guys, and I'm very happy about that.
I don't believe in afterlife either, but hey @avaruus I'm glad you are in a better place now :heart:
I think anyone on this forum, including avaruus would understand. We're all on here cause life is chaotic. No need to add more suffering by being hard on ourselves, but it's also totally valid to feel that way :heart:
 
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username8888

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Oct 11, 2023
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I wish i had something to offer to this world, maybe i would have gotten something in return.
You have already given enough. You proved me that even in the first world countries life sucks and it's fine.
 
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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

7.7.2023<3
May 5, 2023
656
i cant belive your gone @avaruus. rest in peace, i hope you found the freedom you deserve 🤍

damn :/
 
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Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
242
Safe travels 💜
 
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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
468
I understand. A lot of what you said I am struggling with. I hope you find peace in the end.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Sad. No other way to put it. Poor guy. Glad he took it so well though and hope he's happy somewhere else.

@SmollMushroom
Know what you mean, have felt it in the past too. Could relate to a lot of what @avaruus wrote and do regret not interacting with him the other week when I saw one of his threads. But there's always someone here taking care of our own. So no need to feel like that. He knows.
 
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wozhendehaolei688

wozhendehaolei688

Time to wake up from the dream
Sep 21, 2023
9
feel sadness💔
 
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