lucyna
barely active / recovering
- Aug 22, 2023
- 53
Military is mandatory in Finland, but he dropped out after a few weeks. I'm not sure if avaruus can reply anymore, so that's why I'll be the one telling you that.I know this may come off as insensitive but - have you tried doing something like joining the military? Maybe even volunteer somewhere? You feel like you have a purpose and - it's usually anything but a 9-5 desk job. I don't know much about it but, seems like an option for some people idk. Something that shakes you up a bit.
I just finished reading the thread, I saw he drank it :(Military is mandatory in Finland, but he dropped out after a few weeks. I'm not sure if avaruus can reply anymore, so that's why I'll be the one telling you that.
Considering 3pm (their time) was 3 hrs ago, there's a good chance that OP is either in a hospital somewhere recovering or they actually ctb. In any case, that's another user gone by SN in just a short space of time, I'll miss avaruus around here but you could tell they really wanted to go.Just woke up to this this morning. I'm sure OP has or is currently in the process of passing. Rest easy and may you find peace
I think anyone on this forum, including avaruus would understand. We're all on here cause life is chaotic. No need to add more suffering by being hard on ourselves, but it's also totally valid to feel that wayI hope I'm not late to tell you goodbye!You've been very kind and helpful to me.
Thank you for everything man, I wish you a peaceful journey! You will be missed
edit: well. apparently I am late. I'm surprised im crying rn, I'm not sure why, I usually don't.
But yesterday I told him I would have tried to be here for his goodbye thread and I wasn't...
I'm sure it wasn;t a big deal for him, but I can't help feeling a piece of shit rn that always lets others down...
Luckily he still got a lot of support from all of you guys, and I'm very happy about that.
I don't believe in afterlife either, but hey @avaruus I'm glad you are in a better place now
You have already given enough. You proved me that even in the first world countries life sucks and it's fine.I wish i had something to offer to this world, maybe i would have gotten something in return.