So long and farewell. <3

[dreamsofhome]

Reckon I'm catching my bus tonight (well... early morning hours here). Funnily (maybe not so funny lol?) enough on the one year anniversary of the death of someone I loved. I didn't plan it to be that way, I didn't even set a date. I've just spent the last few days getting together the shit I need and my affairs in order and I'm ready tonight. Partial hanging, if you're curious.

I requested no obituary, no funeral, and I don't care what happens to my stuff… it's not like I can take it with me. I just don't want to perceived, even in death.

I'm caught somewhere between scared and feeling nothing at all. I'm more scared of failing at my attempt than I am dying really. But I can't. Cannot. Do this shit any longer. This is a self mercy, the one good thing I will do for myself in this fucked up existence.
I fucking hate the absolutely miserable, apathetic, person I've become. Empathy burnout is a real thing folks, lord have mercy. Always remember that empathy without boundaries is self destruction.

I wish I had more to say. I wish I was a better writer but alas.. I am not. I have no real profound wisdom to share. I wish all of you the best in whatever endeavors you may have in this life, or whatever the hell comes after.

Goodbye and goodnight, my friends. <3

P.S, If you have pets, pet them for me please and if you ever play either of the Red Dead Redemption games or watch the movie Tombstone. Think of your old pal, dreamsofhome, would ya? ;) (I will miss them terribly.. maybe..idk what comes after death.)

 

[gottacheckout]

The Lunatic is laying next to me on the couch so I reached over to pet her and she rolled over so I could scratch her tummy.

I hope tonight works out however you want it to. Just remember that there will be other nights if you change your mind.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[Terrible_Life]

I hope you get unconscious very fast and don't suffer much:)
I feel all these reasons you pointed out that led to this decision. Good luck, maybe you will get peace in another place after you die, who knows. :)

 

[Emillss]

Very sorry everything turned out like this for you. Rest well

 

[howdidwegethere]

Sending the furry ones your love I hope you have a peaceful journey hope to be with you soon

 

[PI3.14]

I'm sorry life has brought u to this point. Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.
I'm sorry life has brought u to this point. Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best
hope you find relief from suffering

 

[Pale_Rider]

Good game, and better movie. I will Sir. peace be with you.

 

[Unicron]

I'm sorry it's come to this for you. Be peaceful my friend.

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Sorry for your pain and suffering. Wishing you only the best, and sending love your way, whichever way it goes.
Good night, friend.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I hope you find your peace. Good luck and goodbye

 

[Alexandra_]

Farewell, have a good journey. Thank you for your wishes. I don't want to stay here for long either

 

[rekt]

It would be good if people mentioned their age in their farewell post. It just helps put their situation into perspective a bit.

 

[eupdplishlp]

Reckon I'm catching my bus tonight (well... early morning hours here). Funnily (maybe not so funny lol?) enough on the one year anniversary of the death of someone I loved. I didn't plan it to be that way, I didn't even set a date. I've just spent the last few days getting together the shit I need and my affairs in order and I'm ready tonight. Partial hanging, if you're curious.

I requested no obituary, no funeral, and I don't care what happens to my stuff… it's not like I can take it with me. I just don't want to perceived, even in death.

I'm caught somewhere between scared and feeling nothing at all. I'm more scared of failing at my attempt than I am dying really. But I can't. Cannot. Do this shit any longer. This is a self mercy, the one good thing I will do for myself in this fucked up existence.
I fucking hate the absolutely miserable, apathetic, person I've become. Empathy burnout is a real thing folks, lord have mercy. Always remember that empathy without boundaries is self destruction.

I wish I had more to say. I wish I was a better writer but alas.. I am not. I have no real profound wisdom to share. I wish all of you the best in whatever endeavors you may have in this life, or whatever the hell comes after.

Goodbye and goodnight, my friends. <3

P.S, If you have pets, pet them for me please and if you ever play either of the Red Dead Redemption games or watch the movie Tombstone. Think of your old pal, dreamsofhome, would ya? ;) (I will miss them terribly.. maybe..idk what comes after death.)

May peace comfort your suffering and I wish you a safe journey my friend. You faught hard for a long time, god bless

 

[r.m.216]

Rip.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best as well.