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vanillabug333

vanillabug333

I had a marvelous time ruining everything
Feb 10, 2026
35
it's time to ctb today.

surprisingly, i don't really feel much at all.

suicide is not selfish. it takes a lot of careful consideration and reflection. however, the people who try to force you to stay alive for their benefit, but then are never actually there for you when it comes down to it? you know, the ones who claim they're there for you, but then belittle you for having suicidal thoughts, or say dumb stuff like "but you've been through so much already, you'll get through this too!" they are the selfish ones.

I know for a fact i will not be missed. if anything, i know of many people who will celebrate that i'm gone. the rest will just be relieved of a major burden. i'm doing the people in my life a favor.

i wasn't on here long, but i appreciate all the kind people i've interacted with on this forum. i wish you all peace <3

see you on the other side, or not. who knows.

goodbye, SaSu <3
 
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Rainork

Rainork

What a load of baloney
Mar 17, 2023
98
I'm sorry life has caused you to be in this place.
You will be missed here!
My pm's are open should you need someone to talk to today.
Good luck with everything🕊💕
 
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bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
87
goodluck, i hope you find peace and reach the other side ❤️
 
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Melancholys

Melancholys

I can't wait for my eternal slumber
Feb 24, 2026
23
it's time to ctb today.

surprisingly, i don't really feel much at all.

suicide is not selfish. it takes a lot of careful consideration and reflection. however, the people who try to force you to stay alive for their benefit, but then are never actually there for you when it comes down to it? you know, the ones who claim they're there for you, but then belittle you for having suicidal thoughts, or say dumb stuff like "but you've been through so much already, you'll get through this too!" they are the selfish ones.

I know for a fact i will not be missed. if anything, i know of many people who will celebrate that i'm gone. the rest will just be relieved of a major burden. i'm doing the people in my life a favor.

i wasn't on here long, but i appreciate all the kind people i've interacted with on this forum. i wish you all peace <3

see you on the other side, or not. who knows.

goodbye, SaSu <3
I hope that if you go through with it, you're able to find the eternal peace you're looking for. I'm sorry that life has come to such a dark place for you.
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
148
I'm sorry it's come to this. I hope you change your mind. Sending eternal peace and healing. < 3
 
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BadVibes

BadVibes

When I Die Bury Me At The Labubu Plaza
Jan 18, 2025
15
good luck mate, hope it's quick and painless. see you on the other side!
 
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yume_

yume_

Member
Dec 8, 2025
26
Bye!
Wishing you the best, if there is something on the other side, let's meet again.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
2,854
good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,545
Good luck, I hope your departure goes as planned!
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
278
Sorry that life has led to this. Best wishes. Hope you are at better place now. :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,470
I hope you find freedom from suffering.
 
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Jun123

Jun123

Lost in dreams
Dec 3, 2025
36
We haven't met here before but I still want to wish you nothing but the best and that you'll find the peace you are seachring for:heart:
 
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negi-maguro

negi-maguro

Anarresti
Mar 2, 2025
34
I wish you peace and rest. Hopefully it will be an easy and swift journey.
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
Feb 8, 2026
33
I hope you find that you deserve. See you on the other side 🤍🕊️
 
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