vanillabug333
I had a marvelous time ruining everything
- Feb 10, 2026
- 35
it's time to ctb today.
surprisingly, i don't really feel much at all.
suicide is not selfish. it takes a lot of careful consideration and reflection. however, the people who try to force you to stay alive for their benefit, but then are never actually there for you when it comes down to it? you know, the ones who claim they're there for you, but then belittle you for having suicidal thoughts, or say dumb stuff like "but you've been through so much already, you'll get through this too!" they are the selfish ones.
I know for a fact i will not be missed. if anything, i know of many people who will celebrate that i'm gone. the rest will just be relieved of a major burden. i'm doing the people in my life a favor.
i wasn't on here long, but i appreciate all the kind people i've interacted with on this forum. i wish you all peace <3
see you on the other side, or not. who knows.
goodbye, SaSu <3
surprisingly, i don't really feel much at all.
suicide is not selfish. it takes a lot of careful consideration and reflection. however, the people who try to force you to stay alive for their benefit, but then are never actually there for you when it comes down to it? you know, the ones who claim they're there for you, but then belittle you for having suicidal thoughts, or say dumb stuff like "but you've been through so much already, you'll get through this too!" they are the selfish ones.
I know for a fact i will not be missed. if anything, i know of many people who will celebrate that i'm gone. the rest will just be relieved of a major burden. i'm doing the people in my life a favor.
i wasn't on here long, but i appreciate all the kind people i've interacted with on this forum. i wish you all peace <3
see you on the other side, or not. who knows.
goodbye, SaSu <3