Goodbye thread

[rozeske]

I hope you have found your peace Gonnerr. Am gonna miss you. Rest easy now 🕊

 

[Deleted member 65988]

175 bpm that must hurt

Having been there myself due to my heart condition, it's not painful but to someone whose never experienced, you'd make the assumption that it does. At that bpm, you feel really light-headed and feel like breathing comes with a little difficulty than normal so coupled with the benzos, OP possibly passed out faster.

Seeing gb threads never gets easier but I hope the Gonnerr found peace.

 

[boddibo]

I hope you're at peace now OP.

 

[Unknown21]

RIP

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm late. I hope you had a peaceful journey. Farewell!

RIP

 

[spiritsale]

rest in peace op you will be missed

 

[Darkover]

rip

 

[losing hope]

I hope you find peace Gonnerr

 

[Tears in Rain]

R.I.P.

 

[iloverachel]

RIP my friend
Hope you are at peace

 

[voidstar]

I hope this community gave you some sense of not being completely alone. And I hope you've found peace, you've earned it.

 

[cheese.out]

RIP Sending you hugs and prayers

 

[MrOptions]

Hope your transition was peaceful and calm. You are done with this prison planet.

RIP.

 

[gingermacie]

Sleep easy. Thinking of you today. RIP

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[CocoToxBase]

Having been there myself due to my heart condition, it's not painful but to someone whose never experienced, you'd make the assumption that it does. At that bpm, you feel really light-headed and feel like breathing comes with a little difficulty than normal so coupled with the benzos, OP possibly passed out faster.

I suffer from SVT and when my heart rate goes above 200 it's really painful but yes I agree 175 it's just discomfort rather than pain

 

[theboy]

peace what is the vizzy method?

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I suffer from SVT and when my heart rate goes above 200 it's really painful but yes I agree 175 it's just discomfort rather than pain

Superventricular tachycardia, damn then you definitely know what's this about but above 200 is venturing into Ventricular Fibrillation territory, that is where i imagine chest pain will be more prominent. I've only been as high as 170 a few times, mainly had palpitations along with my heart going as high as 140 if I don't take Beta-blockers on any given day.

 

[fiora]

hope you found the peace you were searching for

 

[ihateearth]

Having been there myself due to my heart condition, it's not painful but to someone whose never experienced, you'd make the assumption that it does. At that bpm, you feel really light-headed and feel like breathing comes with a little difficulty than normal so coupled with the benzos, OP possibly passed out faster.

Seeing gb threads never gets easier but I hope the Gonnerr found peace.

Thank you for letting us know. I didn't want to think he was in pain from increased heart rate. I can't get access to benzos so don't know what I'll do about that part, but glad he didn't feel it or quickly passed out.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I can't get access to benzos so don't know what I'll do about that part, but glad he didn't feel it.

The hardest part about sn, before worrying about falling unconscious or the time it takes are symptoms like tachycardia because they will naturally induce panic, further exacerbated by the fact that you know you've ingested something that has all the potential to cause your death.

For those who managed to still ctb despite not having benzos tells me that their si was rather low or the symptoms were manageable enough until time to unconsciousness.

 

[ihateearth]

The hardest part about sn, before worrying about falling unconscious or the time it takes are symptoms like tachycardia because they will naturally induce panic, further exacerbated by the fact that you know you've ingested something that has all the potential to cause your death.

For those who managed to still ctb despite not having benzos tells me that their si was rather low or the symptoms were manageable enough until time to unconsciousness.

Its the one thing I can't find medication for or something OTC that will be strong enough to relax the body during the process. It's normal to panic, but this is one of the best methods over hanging and others. I'm happy for him as he must've been really suffering for years.

 

[IonicLemon69]

Goodbye Gonnerr! Thanks for giving updates & sharing those pictures with us while you could. I hope you found some peace. :(

 

[divinemistress36]

The hardest part about sn, before worrying about falling unconscious or the time it takes are symptoms like tachycardia because they will naturally induce panic, further exacerbated by the fact that you know you've ingested something that has all the potential to cause your death.

For those who managed to still ctb despite not having benzos tells me that their si was rather low or the symptoms were manageable enough until time to unconsciousness.

Propranolol could help lower that though right?

 

[thewalkingdread]

I'm sorry that life brought you and us all to this most unfortunate crossroads... I hope you find freedom from all the inevitable sufferings, torments and vicissitudes of life.

 

[WoNkEy_DoNkEy]

Superventricular tachycardia, damn then you definitely know what's this about but above 200 is venturing into Ventricular Fibrillation territory, that is where i imagine chest pain will be more prominent. I've only been as high as 170 a few times, mainly had palpitations along with my heart going as high as 140 if I don't take Beta-blockers on any given day.

The hardest part about sn, before worrying about falling unconscious or the time it takes are symptoms like tachycardia because they will naturally induce panic, further exacerbated by the fact that you know you've ingested something that has all the potential to cause your death.

For those who managed to still ctb despite not having benzos tells me that their si was rather low or the symptoms were manageable enough until time to unconsciousness.

Its the one thing I can't find medication for or something OTC that will be strong enough to relax the body during the process. It's normal to panic, but this is one of the best methods over hanging and others. I'm happy for him as he must've been really suffering for years.

Propranolol could help lower that though right?

FFS, can you guys show a little more respect and STOP talking about method details on a GBT. He/She needs words of consolation and nothing else. PM eachother or start another thread if you wanna compare details.

Farewell @gonner and I'm so sorry life screwed you. May death bring you peace.

 

[Cyndaquil]

I hope you found the peace you were looking for. RIP

 

[Raven2]

Wish I had seen this earlier, I thought u had a couple of weeks left in this world before you wanted to depart. I guess the pain got too much. Rest in peace ❤

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I know you will never see this but I needed to say goodbye one more time.
I hope you are at peace now. Wishing you all the love you couldn't find here.

 

[soontobedone]

I haven't been on much recently. I remember you and am sorry to see you go.