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hearball

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Sep 29, 2024
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so people , my last 24 hours are here . huh . what a journey it has been . it started as magical but unfolded into ugliness quite quickly . the past six to seven years have been really eye opening into how the world operates and really nailed the point that ignorance is indeed bliss .

Now , after that short rambling , i am pleased to inform all of you that i have found some supplementary meds that will ease the ctb process .

I will keep updating this post and the thread as we inch closer to my demise .

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okay people , i have found paracetamol , but of 4 different kinds - summarised by ai -
1. Nimesulide + Paracetamol
What they are
:

  • Nimesulide: A non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID) with pain-relieving, anti-inflammatory, and fever-reducing properties.
  • Paracetamol (acetaminophen): A pain reliever and fever reducer (no anti-inflammatory action).
Used for:

  • Moderate to severe pain (e.g., musculoskeletal pain, dental pain, arthritis, post-surgical pain).
  • Fever when inflammation is also present (e.g., due to infections or injuries).
Key Notes:

  • The combination enhances pain relief by targeting different pathways (nimesulide reduces inflammation, while paracetamol blocks pain signals in the brain).
  • Safety: Nimesulide has restrictions in some countries due to rare but serious liver risks. Avoid long-term use.
dose - 100 mg + 350 mg

2. Paracetamol Dolo 650
What it is
:

  • A single-ingredient tablet containing 650 mg of paracetamol (a higher dose than standard 500 mg tablets).
Used for:

  • Mild to moderate pain (headaches, muscle aches, period pain, toothaches).
  • Fever reduction (e.g., in viral infections like flu).
Key Notes:

  • Dolo 650 is a branded version of paracetamol.
  • Dosage: Do not exceed 4,000 mg (4 grams) of paracetamol in 24 hours to avoid liver damage.
3. Etoricoxib + Paracetamol
What they are
:

  • Etoricoxib: A COX-2 selective NSAID (strong anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving effects).
  • Paracetamol: As above.
Used for:

  • Chronic inflammatory pain (e.g., osteoarthritis, rheumatoid arthritis, gout).
  • Acute pain (e.g., post-surgical pain, dental pain).
  • Conditions requiring both anti-inflammatory and pain relief (e.g., lower back pain, tendonitis).
Key Notes:

  • Etoricoxib is long-acting (taken once daily) and spares the stomach lining compared to traditional NSAIDs.
  • Safety: Etoricoxib carries cardiovascular risks (e.g., heart attack/stroke) with prolonged use. Avoid in patients with heart disease.
dose - 60 + 325 mg

4.
Paracetamol tablets labeled "P-500" (where "P" stands for Paracetamol and "500" indicates the 500 mg strength) are commonly used for:


a. Pain Relief
  • Mild to moderate paincaused by:
    • Headaches (tension, migraine).
    • Muscle aches or sprains.
    • Toothaches.
    • Menstrual cramps (period pain).
    • Arthritis (osteoarthritis or joint pain).
    • Post-vaccination or post-surgical discomfort.
b. Fever Reduction
  • Lowers fever associated with:
    • Viral infections (flu, colds).
    • Bacterial infections.
    • Other inflammatory conditions.

How It Works
  • Paracetamol (acetaminophen) blocks pain signals in the brain and reduces fever by acting on the hypothalamus (the body's temperature regulator).
  • Unlike NSAIDs (e.g., ibuprofen), it has no anti-inflammatory effects, making it gentler on the stomach but less effective for inflammation-driven pain (e.g., swollen joints).

Key Features
  • Safe for most peoplewhen used correctly, including:
    • Individuals with stomach ulcers (unlike NSAIDs).
    • Pregnant or breastfeeding women (under medical guidance).
  • Fast-acting: Typically starts working within 30–60 minutes.

Dosage Guidelines

  • Adults: 1–2 tablets (500–1000 mg) every 4–6 hours, up to 4,000 mg (8 tablets) per day.
  • Children: Dose depends on weight/age (use pediatric formulations like syrup unless advised otherwise).



which one is the best ?




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should i fast for 24 hours or should i eat something before the 8 hour mark ?
 
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FYI Parcetml of n.e knd = terrble methd

Parcetml causs bdy t/ cre8 a toxn whch slwly dstroys ur livr s/ deth cn tke dys or longr & wll b xtremly painfl

Wld nt sggest doin ths @ all as u wll lkely survve & dstroy ur orgns
 
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I hope that you find the freedom from suffering you search for.
 
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hearball

Student
Sep 29, 2024
120
so people , my last 24 hours are here . huh . what a journey it has been . it started as magical but unfolded into ugliness quite quickly . the past six to seven years have been really eye opening into how the world operates and really nailed the point that ignorance is indeed bliss .

Now , after that short rambling , i am pleased to inform all of you that i have found some supplementary meds that will ease the ctb process .

I will keep updating this post and the thread as we inch closer to my demise .

edit1-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
okay people , i have found paracetamol , but of 4 different kinds - summarised by ai -
1. Nimesulide + Paracetamol
What they are
:

  • Nimesulide: A non-steroidal anti-inflammatory drug (NSAID) with pain-relieving, anti-inflammatory, and fever-reducing properties.
  • Paracetamol (acetaminophen): A pain reliever and fever reducer (no anti-inflammatory action).
Used for:

  • Moderate to severe pain (e.g., musculoskeletal pain, dental pain, arthritis, post-surgical pain).
  • Fever when inflammation is also present (e.g., due to infections or injuries).
Key Notes:

  • The combination enhances pain relief by targeting different pathways (nimesulide reduces inflammation, while paracetamol blocks pain signals in the brain).
  • Safety: Nimesulide has restrictions in some countries due to rare but serious liver risks. Avoid long-term use.
dose - 100 mg + 350 mg

2. Paracetamol Dolo 650
What it is
:

  • A single-ingredient tablet containing 650 mg of paracetamol (a higher dose than standard 500 mg tablets).
Used for:

  • Mild to moderate pain (headaches, muscle aches, period pain, toothaches).
  • Fever reduction (e.g., in viral infections like flu).
Key Notes:

  • Dolo 650 is a branded version of paracetamol.
  • Dosage: Do not exceed 4,000 mg (4 grams) of paracetamol in 24 hours to avoid liver damage.
3. Etoricoxib + Paracetamol
What they are
:

  • Etoricoxib: A COX-2 selective NSAID (strong anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving effects).
  • Paracetamol: As above.
Used for:

  • Chronic inflammatory pain (e.g., osteoarthritis, rheumatoid arthritis, gout).
  • Acute pain (e.g., post-surgical pain, dental pain).
  • Conditions requiring both anti-inflammatory and pain relief (e.g., lower back pain, tendonitis).
Key Notes:

  • Etoricoxib is long-acting (taken once daily) and spares the stomach lining compared to traditional NSAIDs.
  • Safety: Etoricoxib carries cardiovascular risks (e.g., heart attack/stroke) with prolonged use. Avoid in patients with heart disease.
dose - 60 + 325 mg

4.
Paracetamol tablets labeled "P-500" (where "P" stands for Paracetamol and "500" indicates the 500 mg strength) are commonly used for:


a. Pain Relief
  • Mild to moderate paincaused by:
    • Headaches (tension, migraine).
    • Muscle aches or sprains.
    • Toothaches.
    • Menstrual cramps (period pain).
    • Arthritis (osteoarthritis or joint pain).
    • Post-vaccination or post-surgical discomfort.
b. Fever Reduction
  • Lowers fever associated with:
    • Viral infections (flu, colds).
    • Bacterial infections.
    • Other inflammatory conditions.

How It Works
  • Paracetamol (acetaminophen) blocks pain signals in the brain and reduces fever by acting on the hypothalamus (the body's temperature regulator).
  • Unlike NSAIDs (e.g., ibuprofen), it has no anti-inflammatory effects, making it gentler on the stomach but less effective for inflammation-driven pain (e.g., swollen joints).

Key Features
  • Safe for most peoplewhen used correctly, including:
    • Individuals with stomach ulcers (unlike NSAIDs).
    • Pregnant or breastfeeding women (under medical guidance).
  • Fast-acting: Typically starts working within 30–60 minutes.

Dosage Guidelines

  • Adults: 1–2 tablets (500–1000 mg) every 4–6 hours, up to 4,000 mg (8 tablets) per day.
  • Children: Dose depends on weight/age (use pediatric formulations like syrup unless advised otherwise).



which one is the best ?




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should i fast for 24 hours or should i eat something before the 8 hour mark ?
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ate my last meal . will go on a 18 hour fast .
 
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May 6, 2024
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Hello, did you read the thread about why overdoses fail and should not be attempted?
 
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hearball

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edit 4 ----------------------------

I did not mention in my main post that my main weapon would be SN and all the other drugs are supplementary . so sorry to all of you , who have been bamboozled .
 
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needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
601
sorry you are thinking of ending things

<3 for you friend

why are you planning on ctbing?


you dont have to say if you dont want to
 
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before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
66
I'm sorry life brought you here, but I hope everything goes well for you, and nothing but peace awaits you on the other side.

Will you be planning on posting while you're taking it? Just curious.
 
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needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
601
too much nonsensical mistakes being made is the reason .
but you're pretty young. everyone messes up at that age in one way or another. is that all or other stuff too?

sorry to ask... i just hope it's not for an impulsive reason... or is like not thought out... it's just very final if u do this...

how are you feeling? sending you hugs and <3

you can change your mind if u want, it's okay to do that

sorry things have been difficult
 
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edit 5 --------------
my timeline and protocol -----------

a) taking in paracetamol - 2*500mg ---- ----- IST: 12:00 AM | GMT: 6:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:30 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:30 PM (prev day)

b) taking in ondansetron - 7*4 mg --------- IST: 12:20 AM | GMT: 6:50 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:50 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:50 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:50 PM (prev day)

c) gulping SN (25gm in 100 ml ) ---------------- IST: 1:00 AM | GMT: 7:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 3:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 12:30 PM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 9:30 PM (prev day)
but you're pretty young. everyone messes up at that age in one way or another. is that all or other stuff too?

sorry to ask... i just hope it's not for an impulsive reason... or is like not thought out... it's just very final if u do this...

how are you feeling? sending you hugs and <3

you can change your mind if u want, it's okay to do that

sorry things have been difficult
my actions have not been impulsive actually . Been thinking of doing this for the past 4 years or so .
I'm sorry life brought you here, but I hope everything goes well for you, and nothing but peace awaits you on the other side.

Will you be planning on posting while you're taking it? Just curious.
depends if the site decides to give up on me or not . been having issues with it lately , especially at night .
 
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needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
601
edit 5 --------------
my timeline and protocol -----------

a) taking in paracetamol - 2*500mg ---- ----- IST: 12:00 AM | GMT: 6:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:30 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:30 PM (prev day)

b) taking in ondansetron - 7*4 mg --------- IST: 12:20 AM | GMT: 6:50 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:50 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:50 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:50 PM (prev day)

c) gulping SN (25gm in 100 ml ) ---------------- IST: 1:00 AM | GMT: 7:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 3:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 12:30 PM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 9:30 PM (prev day)

my actions have not been impulsive actually . Been thinking of doing this for the past 4 years or so .

depends if the site decides to give up on me or not . been having issues with it lately , especially at night .
they said they updated the forum and not a ddos when it went out so forum will prob be around.

does this mean you are starting this in about 13 hours

why is your name hearball?

also do you want us to interact with you and say hi during this time or are you just posting occasional updates?
 
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hearball

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they said they updated the forum and not a ddos when it went out so forum will prob be around.

does this mean you are starting this in about 13 hours

why is your name hearball?

also do you want us to interact with you and say hi during this time or are you just posting occasional updates?
don't know why i used the name hearball . probably my thought process was like - think of two distinct words and smack them together .

Yeah , you all can come and say hi .
 
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OTanerd

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I hope you can find the peace you seek.
I will be active in reading how you are doing.
 
needthebus

needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
601
good . thinking about eating chocalate but refraining to do so .
lol, probably a good idea

eh, sorry. goodbye threads are always so hard. trying to be accepting because i am sufferring too, i know what it's like. the world is hard sometimes. but i also dont want to be encouraging.

someone in their early 20s it worries me a bit, like did they try to get better? do therapy? meds? jogging? get a job and see if independence helps? i just worry it's too hasty

but i know you said it's not hasty.

not trying to talk you out of it exactly.

are you watching tv? listening to music? what are you up to?
ii havent heard the new weeknd album but it's supposed to be good

i am getting tired and will eventually drift off.

<3 for you friend. we're here with you, everyone on this site understands pain too

hope u r doing ok
 
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hearball

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lol, probably a good idea

eh, sorry. goodbye threads are always so hard. trying to be accepting because i am sufferring too, i know what it's like. the world is hard sometimes. but i also dont want to be encouraging.

someone in their early 20s it worries me a bit, like did they try to get better? do therapy? meds? jogging? get a job and see if independence helps? i just worry it's too hasty

but i know you said it's not hasty.

not trying to talk you out of it exactly.

are you watching tv? listening to music? what are you up to?
ii havent heard the new weeknd album but it's supposed to be good

i am getting tired and will eventually drift off.

<3 for you friend. we're here with you, everyone on this site understands pain too

hope u r ok
haha . i also do the overthinking part how did the person who is doing this action reach this point ? what were his circumstances ? what was he thinking at those junctions in his life ?

but now i am not overthinking . it leads to more unstable emotions and will derail my plans , so that's why i am just currently surfing the internet . just doing daily stuff so body does not behave eratically when i do have to take sn .
 
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needthebus

Victim of Sexual Violence&Mental "Health" Industry
Apr 29, 2024
601
ok wish i could stay up longer

going to sleep. if you do take sn and change mind methyl blue is antidote. if you end up doing it hope it doesnt hurt... i still think you are too young! im a bad sasuer. im like becoming the prolifer i dont want to be



i wish i knew all your circumstances. it was still cool chatting. <3 for u.
 
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hearball

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ok wish i could stay up longer

going to sleep. if you do take sn and change mind methyl blue is antidote. if you end up doing it hope it doesnt hurt... i still think you are too young! im a bad sasuer. im like becoming the prolifer i dont want to be



i wish i knew all your circumstances. it was still cool chatting. <3 for u.
thanks bro/sis .
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my timeline and protocol -----------

a) taking in paracetamol - 2*500mg ---- ----- IST: 12:00 AM | GMT: 6:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:30 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:30 PM (prev day)

b) taking in ondansetron - 7*4 mg --------- IST: 12:20 AM | GMT: 6:50 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 2:50 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 11:50 AM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 8:50 PM (prev day)

c) gulping SN (25gm in 100 ml ) ---------------- IST: 1:00 AM | GMT: 7:30 PM (prev day) | EDT (USA - Eastern): 3:30 PM (prev day) | PDT (USA - Pacific): 12:30 PM (prev day) | CEST (Europe): 9:30 PM (prev day)

my actions have not been impulsive actually . Been thinking of doing this for the past 4 years or so .

depends if the site decides to give up on me or not . been having issues with it lately , especially at night .
edit 6 --------------------------
opened my SN for the first time .
 
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edit 7 -------------

i showered .

edit 8 -

feeling hungry . but will control and overcome it .
We've never interacted on here, but I wish you peace in whatever you decide to do. Either decision takes courage in my view. Good luck.
 
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hearball

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edit 9 --------------------------

thinking about writing a note but don't know what to write in that ? some suggestions would be cool .
 
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edit 9 --------------------------

thinking about writing a note but don't know what to write in that ? some suggestions would be cool .
Just whatever comes to mind, I'd say. Start with that and that will lead onto something else, etc., etc. I'd think of why I want to write a note, and take it from there, and usually when I start writing it just starts flowing somehow into something 🙂 Also depends on if you writing to someone in particular, or just in general.
 
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hearball

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Sep 29, 2024
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Just whatever comes to mind, I'd say. Start with that and that will lead onto something else, etc., etc. I'd think of why I want to write a note, and take it from there, and usually when I start writing it just starts flowing somehow into something 🙂 Also depends on if you writing to someone in particular, or just in general.
in general .
 
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MiaBhai

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Jun 30, 2024
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Bro, not encouraging you to do anything but i hope whatever path you choose, and for instance for all of us, we find peace. How old are you? if you don't mind me asking, and you don't have to answer if you don't want. I am also exactly in mid 20s. We have talked in pm if you remember, i hope the SN you bought is pure enough to give you desired results.

And you can write whatever comes to your mind. And as @OptingOutSmiling said, the thoughts will flow on paper. Maybe start writing by addressing your family and loved ones, and telling that there's nothing they could do and that it's not their fault at all. It's your independent decision. I have been having ctb-ing thoughts since my early 20s too, but now i'll finally execute it.🌻
 
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hearball

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Bro, not encouraging you to do anything but i hope whatever path you choose, and for instance for all of us, we find peace. How old are you? if you don't mind me asking, and you don't have to answer if you don't want. I am also exactly in mid 20s. We have talked in pm if you remember, i hope the SN you bought is pure enough to give you desired results🌻
And you can write whatever comes to your mind. And as @OptingOutSmiling said, the thoughts will flow on paper. Maybe start writing by addressing your family and loved ones, and telling that there's nothing they could do and that it's not their fault at all. It's your independent decision. I have been having ctb-ing thoughts since my early 20s too, but now i'll finally execute it.
21 . and yeah , that's what i will do .
 
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MiaBhai

Member
Jun 30, 2024
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Oh, it is indeed quite young, but some people just grow mature early so it's okay. At what IST will you take SN? I am Indian too.
 
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hearball

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Sep 29, 2024
120
Oh, it is indeed quite young, but some people just grow mature early so it's okay. At what IST will you take SN? I am Indian too.
yeah , that's why i messaged you personally on that day .

raat ke baara baje paracetamol se shuruat phir 1 baje tak sn .
 
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MiaBhai

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Jun 30, 2024
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bro now since we are Indian and talking in Hindi, i am feeling emotional for you that you gonna do this. Damn, sucks man! Talking in Hindi ignites 'apnaapan'.
 
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