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RickSanchez2022

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Does this looks right?
Just took 600 mg of ibuprofen. Took two Valium to calm me down
 
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madebrief

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Jul 4, 2022
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Yeah, looks good. How you coping? Not sure what time it is your side but sounds like "tonight" is the next hour?
 
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RickSanchez2022

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It's 21:43 now. I took 3 domperidone
Is 30gm too much? I just want to make sure I don't fail
 
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Huntfish34

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I don't think it's too much but regardless , I wish you the best in whatever may happen.

Thoughts and prayers -
 
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makethepainstop

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Sep 16, 2022
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Rick I hope you obtain peace and joy. Much love to you bro.🚌
 
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Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
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May you find peace.
 
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universe

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I hope you will be fine no matter what and find peace for you. I send you all my prayers.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Depending on your weight but 25 gram is good enough.
I don't have a scale and I have 10 grams packs
Time to take sn soon. I'm so anxious

I'm 80 kg. Is there any problem with taking too much? (30gm)
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
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I don't have a scale and I have 10 grams packs
Time to take sn soon. I'm so anxious

I'm 80 kg. Is there any problem with taking too much? (30gm)
Do you have enough to make two cups?
 
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October112021

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Oct 8, 2022
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Make two cups if at all possible. Good luck to you brother. I will be joining you soon.
 
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Hope:-)

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Lots of love to you xx
 
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StolenLife

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I hope everything goes well and that you are free of your suffering.
 
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Just wanting some peace
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Farewell, I wish you freedom from this cruel existence.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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Took 8 more Valium and one domperidone. I feel calm. I think I'll take the sn in 20 minutes. Hope I don't vomit šŸ¤ž
 
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:heart:
 
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So you've taken 10 valium already ? I'm surprised you haven't fallen asleep yet.

I wish you the best in whatever may happen.
 
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The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
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Safe travels friend, you're strong ā¤ā¤
 
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RickSanchez2022

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So you've taken 10 valium already ? I'm surprised you haven't fallen asleep yet.

I wish you the best in whatever may happen.
Yeah. I feel a bit drowsy but not sleepy
 
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hopelessgirl

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Oct 12, 2021
550
May you find peace
 
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Oct 31, 2021
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May all your pain be left behind and you're met with peace and pure love. šŸ¤
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

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Per ardua ad astra šŸ™šŸ•Š
 
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universe

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Jul 15, 2022
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I hope everything will be fine for you no matter what. I wish you find peace. I know I will be leaving soon too. I send you all my prayers.
 
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lifeisadream

One of life’s failures
Oct 3, 2022
172
Wishing you a quick & peaceful bus journey. Lots of ā¤ļø x
 
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SexyIncƩl

šŸ­my lollipop brings the feminists to my candyshop
Aug 16, 2022
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I wish you love, friend, and that you'll play among the stars...
 
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spacehardware

Unsubscribing soon
Feb 21, 2022
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Safe travels, I hope this brings you peace.
 
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MidnightDream

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Sep 5, 2022
740
Not sure if I'm too late, but best of luck dude! Wish you peace in your journey onwards
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
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Did you ever take the SN, or did you just pass out from the Valium? You never reported you drank the SN. If you did and are no longer with us, I do hope you've found your peace.
 
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