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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
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Farewell brother! May your journey be peaceful!
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Yeah, alcohol isn't supposed to be mixed in and if you do make yourself throw up it might upset your stomach unnecessarily for an attempt. But I'm just guessing there. Whatever you choose I wish you well, and f you do go ahead, may it be swift and peaceful.
 
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virginiawoolf86

virginiawoolf86

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Jul 4, 2020
317
I'm so sorry things have come to this. I pray that your transition is peaceful and that you find tranquility in your last moments. You are cared for.
 
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Prathibha

Member
Oct 27, 2020
52
Where would u livestream it??
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
300
You might want to reconsider if you think today is not the day! :heart::heart::hug::hug:

Anyway, safe travels if you decide to go through wit it! :heart::heart:

We already have some documented cases of SN. Where are you planning to stream it?
Thank you but don't worry, I'm 100% sure but if I feel uncertain at any point I'm not afraid to back out and at least postpone things. But for now I'm feeling pretty comfortable in my decision :)
Where would you livestream it?
I'm thinking of streaming via instagram since that's the platform I'm most familiar with? Likely on a throwaway account, I'll drop the @ right before I start streaming. But I'm not 100% sure on whether I'll be streaming it yet so no promises as far as that goes.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
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You are loved kujocel <3
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
I hope your journey is safe and comfortable. You didn't deserve any of the pain life threw at you, and I'm so sorry it has pushed you to this point. I just hope you are now able to get the peace you deserve, and don't forget we'll all be here for you if you need anything. Good luck with everything, and I'm sending you the biggest hug right now! :hug:
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Farewell, my angel. It's always sad to lose such a wonderful soul as yours This World doesn't even realise how much it screwed up to lose you. I wish you eternal peace and rest. Safe travels.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I hope you find peace, and your travels are swift. It's good to hear being here with has a positive impact on your life, and that you felt valued.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,706
I'm sorry to hear that life has been shitty towards you and I wish you peace in whatever you choose to do. :hug:
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
I'm sorry to hear life has treated you so unfairly.
If you're unsure, maybe wait a little longer.
If you go ahead with plans, I hope you find your comfort and peace.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
I hope your journey is peaceful.
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
705
Go in peace. Glad you got so much out of SS.
 
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Nexuno

Specialist
Dec 9, 2020
301
:heart:
 
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Kruger

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
482
Remember you are in control and no one else. You call the shots; if it's right for you, that's all that matters. If you have any doubts, shelve it for now. No one here will judge you for postponing it. I'm glad you had a nice day and it's good to know this place was a comfort to you - it's helped me alot too.
Let us know where you will livestream, if that's what you decide to do. You'd be doing other people a huge service in terms of education. Again, you are in control - all decisions are yours and yours alone. I hope it empowers you somewhat to know that.
 
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Konjac

Konjac

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Oct 25, 2020
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Hey, I'm sorry for not updating for a while. Bad news, I'm pretty much on suicide watch right now. I don't know how but my family got suspicious and I'm pretty much locked in. I could just leave but I don't want to risk them calling the police and being found.

Thank you all so much for your kindness but I think I might have to postpone it a few days, just to let things over here cool down. I need this to go as smoothly as possible and idk. It'd be way too risky to attempt with everyone breathing down my neck right now.

I've not changed my mind in the slightest though. I'll bump this thread once it's time, probably gonna have to go with my original plan of after Christmas at least... I'm so sorry guys. You're stuck with me for a few more days aha :')
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
Hey, I'm sorry for not updating for a while. Bad news, I'm pretty much on suicide watch right now. I don't know how but my family got suspicious and I'm pretty much locked in. I could just leave but I don't want to risk them calling the police and being found.

Thank you all so much for your kindness but I think I might have to postpone it a few days, just to let things over here cool down. I need this to go as smoothly as possible and idk. It'd be way too risky to attempt with everyone breathing down my neck right now.

I've not changed my mind in the slightest though. I'll bump this thread once it's time, probably gonna have to go with my original plan of after Christmas at least... I'm so sorry guys. You're stuck with me for a few more days aha :')
Aww, sorry OP. Hopefully things work out for you soon.

& it's okay, I don't mind being stuck with you a little longer. Things will work out when they can. :)
 
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grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
Hey, I'm sorry for not updating for a while. Bad news, I'm pretty much on suicide watch right now. I don't know how but my family got suspicious and I'm pretty much locked in. I could just leave but I don't want to risk them calling the police and being found.

Thank you all so much for your kindness but I think I might have to postpone it a few days, just to let things over here cool down. I need this to go as smoothly as possible and idk. It'd be way too risky to attempt with everyone breathing down my neck right now.

I've not changed my mind in the slightest though. I'll bump this thread once it's time, probably gonna have to go with my original plan of after Christmas at least... I'm so sorry guys. You're stuck with me for a few more days aha
Take your time, there's no hurry. Make sure everything will be set up as you planned. We're glad we will have you for a few more days
 
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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
Don't be ashamed kujocel, our time is finally coming.
 
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botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
Hey, I'm sorry for not updating for a while. Bad news, I'm pretty much on suicide watch right now. I don't know how but my family got suspicious and I'm pretty much locked in. I could just leave but I don't want to risk them calling the police and being found.

Thank you all so much for your kindness but I think I might have to postpone it a few days, just to let things over here cool down. I need this to go as smoothly as possible and idk. It'd be way too risky to attempt with everyone breathing down my neck right now.

I've not changed my mind in the slightest though. I'll bump this thread once it's time, probably gonna have to go with my original plan of after Christmas at least... I'm so sorry guys. You're stuck with me for a few more days aha :')
Aww, I'm really sorry things didn't go as planned. But like you said, it's a lot better to have things go smoothly, than to rush through with things regardless, because you could end up in an even worse situation. We'll be more than happy to have you with us for longer, I hope you're able to take things easy for the next few days, although I know it'll be hard. We're all here to support you, okay? I'm very grateful for all of your updates! :hug:
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
Sorry to hear. I know it's hard to wait but your time will come
 
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EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I'm sorry to hear things didn't work out the way you'd hoped for. I hope you find your peace and tranquility soon, in whatever way is best for you :heart:
 
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