Goodbye everyone.

[whenlavaflows]

Hello (and goodbye) everyone.
I just wanted to make a final post here as I have everything I need to CTB & am planning on going tonight.
I'm currently crying my eyes out one final time looking at photos of my ex and I, the true love of my life.
I desperately want him back in my life so badly but that's never going to happen.. it's silly that i'm CTB over this, but when you truly love someone and they no longer want anything to do with you, it is quite literally heart breaking. It literally feels like a piece of me died the day he kicked me out.
This will be my third attempt this year & I hope to fucking god it works.
I'm going to be taking my SN at around 10:00 PM EST. I haven't eaten anything today.
This past year has been the worst of my entire life. I've been through so much trauma that there is no coming back from this, not anymore.
I love you so much, I.M… I truly wish things could have been different.
I leave you all with my favourite Boards Of Canada song, Sixtyniner.



goodbye, my friends.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[aviation]

Please be safe. I wish you nothing but peace, and to be free from your pain. We all deserve it, after this world.
(The song from your username has always reached very deeply into me, in feeling. Thank you.)

 

[avoid_slow_death]

I understand this so much. Too much.

 

[Sittichmutter]

Hello (and goodbye) everyone.
I just wanted to make a final post here as I have everything I need to CTB & am planning on going tonight.
I'm currently crying my eyes out one final time looking at photos of my ex and I, the true love of my life.
I desperately want him back in my life so badly but that's never going to happen.. it's silly that i'm CTB over this, but when you truly love someone and they no longer want anything to do with you, it is quite literally heart breaking. It literally feels like a piece of me died the day he kicked me out.
This will be my third attempt this year & I hope to fucking god it works.
I'm going to be taking my SN at around 10:00 PM EST. I haven't eaten anything today.
This past year has been the worst of my entire life. I've been through so much trauma that there is no coming back from this, not anymore.
I love you so much, I.M… I truly wish things could have been different.
I leave you all with my favourite Boards Of Canada song, Sixtyniner.



goodbye, my friends.

I wish you could love yourself like you love your partner. You deserve to be happy. Love and Peace for you.

 

[willshe777]

It's a known fact that we can actually die of a broken heart, don't feel silly…be proud you fought as long as you could.
Thank you for sharing, sending you peace love and warmth as you embark on your journey. Safe travels love <3

 

[Foogs]

Just here to say whenlavaflows was in chat and is confirmed to have drank SN. Assuming their attempt was succesful, they're gone now.

 

[pure soul]

I hope u find peace

 

[hʚll]

i hope you peace

 

[Ironweed]

I'm currently crying my eyes out one final time looking at photos of my ex and I, the true love of my life
I desperately want him back in my life so badly but that's never going to happen.

I hope this is the path they truly wanted.

I'll take my downvotes or whatever, but I do think CTBing in a highly emotional state is generally a bad idea. You're traveling down a one way street here, there's no reason not to do it with a clear head.

Having said that, I wish them well and hope they find peace.

 

[phoenixx]

I wish you all the best, I hope you find peace

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry I missed you. I hope you are resting peacefully now. Much Love

 

[Apricity]

I hope this is the path they truly wanted.

I'll take my downvotes or whatever, but I do think CTBing in a highly emotional state is generally a bad idea. You're traveling down a one way street here, there's no reason not to do it with a clear head.

Having said that, I wish them well and hope they find peace.

Not sure why anyone would downvote your post; it's sensible and respectful.

 

[aminend]

I wish u be in better place now

 

[JonL666]

Hope you have found peace

 

[Dysgenic Pup]

I hope this is the path they truly wanted.

I'll take my downvotes or whatever, but I do think CTBing in a highly emotional state is generally a bad idea. You're traveling down a one way street here, there's no reason not to do it with a clear head.

Having said that, I wish them well and hope they find peace.

I agree. I was in chat and reminded her that there is no shame in backing out and that although I'd prefer if she did back out (I never hope anyone will die), that it was ultimately her choice and her right to die. She seemed determined, excited, and seemingly lacked hesitation

 

[Sittichmutter]

Does anybody knows If whenlavaflows is still with Us? I really Hope It did not end yesterday.

 

[thelastofit]

Does anybody knows If whenlavaflows is still with Us? I really Hope It did not end yesterday.

F*ck knows. You were wishing them peace yesterday now you hope they didn't do it? We will never truly know with this site unless you see it or it's publicised.

 

[Dystopia]

Just here to say whenlavaflows was in chat and is confirmed to have drank SN. Assuming their attempt was succesful, they're gone now.

Glad we could be some comfort to her in chat. Hope she is enjoying the nice eternal sleep. Still made me really sad

 

[Donk]

RIP

 

[fox_wannabe]

Wish you peace