Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
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As the title says, I finally decided on a date do to it, I was away for a week or so was spending and drinking most of the time to live a nice last week, but every good things comes to an end.

I would also like to thank everyone that helped through it, I know I probably didn't connect enough with anyone for that to matters but thanks anyway, but yeah it was nice having some people to talk and relate to you guys are amazing :)

I enjoy reading others goodbye thread and being there in their last moments, so I thought i'd do the same, hopefully someone out there enjoys reading it and hope it brings so more data to that method, which is of course the well known SN.

Also sorry to anyone who contacted me to get SN, I wasn't feeling good enough to answer to all of you guys, hopefully y'all can get it too, like I did.

I think that is it, so i'll be commenting on this thread every update, till my last day, for now the plan is to start taking meto tomorrow morning at 8:00 AM, it's currently 8:55 PM.
 
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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
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sincerely hoping you have a peaceful trip. i'm so glad to read you had a nice final week. you deserve that so much.
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
I have to find something to do while waiting, any songs you guys like to listen to? Preferably some sad ones
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I hope your journey is swift and painless.
 
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suicideisgood

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Sep 7, 2020
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I have to find something to do while waiting, any songs you guys like to listen to? Preferably some sad ones
Name of love by cinema staff, Ederlezi, Goodbye to a world, The last goodbye (from hobbit)
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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I have to find something to do while waiting, any songs you guys like to listen to? Preferably some sad ones

One Love by Marianas Trench

I wish you safe and peaceful journey.
 
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HelloHell

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Dec 26, 2019
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I wish you a painless and peaceful journey. Good luck!
 
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Cakes

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Oct 25, 2020
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All the best to you. I really hope it goes peaceful and painlessly :hug: :heart:
 
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greebo6

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Sep 11, 2020
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Find peace. Good luck.
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
Thanks to everyone that replies, seriously means the world to me right now ❤️
 
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dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
256
I hope you find amazing peace & relief. :hug:
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
214
May the Gods lead you to warmer sands. Reserve a place for me at the bustop bar. Pm open , if you need it.

Keep us updated. As for music , satie gymnopedies, if you like piano.
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
Just did a blood a test on my SN it seems to be good, I sliced my finger and put some sn on it and it turned that dark brown
Also I shall mention i'll be following Stan's guide 48h process
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Have a peaceful trip. I always thought of you as a very nice person. I will miss you.
It's nice of you to keep us updated also. I will be here if I'm awake which I probably will be.
I'm glad you had a nice week enjoying yourself. I wish we all could gather around you and be there
with you to give you support... but this virtual support will have to do. Here's a :heart: and a :hug:
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
Have a peaceful trip. I always thought of you as a very nice person. I will miss you.
It's nice of you to keep us updated also. I will be here if I'm awake which I probably will be.
I'm glad you had a nice week enjoying yourself. I wish we all could gather around you and be there
with you to give you support... but this virtual support will have to do. Here's a :heart: and a :hug:
That is very kind of you, it's really heart warming to know that I have been noticed a bit and virtual support is more than enough, thank you ❤️
 
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Tasdevil

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Jan 20, 2020
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I hope you find peace you.
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
Thanks for the music you guys posted, i'll listen to that while going to sleep, see y'all tomorrow
 
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Leo

Leo

Catching flight soon.....bus is too slow
Sep 28, 2018
110
Happy journey bro. Hope everything will go peaceful.
 
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Mixo

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Aug 2, 2020
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I wish you nothing but peace and to be free of suffering, pain. You'll be missed here.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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Good luck and safe travels friend :heart: :hug:
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
This is my new favourite sad song. It was used in the opening to Gerry (2002), a great film funnily enough about death. All the best.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
@JustAnotherBrick, I'm sorry about what's led you to this. I hope you're somewhere secure and comfortable, and that you're at peace with your decision. If you aren't, you can wait until you are.

Music is a blessing. May it serve you well.



 
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Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,398
That part about good things coming to an end is so true be that a tv show, movie, book, a dinner, a sunset that fades into nothing minutes later. ;-;
 
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Sherri

Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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It's always hard seeing a fellow op go, even knowing we all will, have a peaceful journey. Hope I got to know you better.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
I haven't talked to you on here, since I'm fairly new - but I still wanted to wish you save and quick travels to the unknown place. May you find your peace there <3
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Safe journey my friend!

 
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DeadbyDawn63

DeadbyDawn63

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Nov 1, 2020
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I'm new to the site, so haven't seen your journey, but I wish you well in whatever comes after. Peace and good happiness stuff.
 
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flower

flower

on the moon
Feb 23, 2020
320
i hope your journey is peaceful :heart:
 
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yetme

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Oct 20, 2019
486
Take care!
 
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Deleted member 14177

not home
Jan 20, 2020
346
Farewell, friend. I wish you peace
 
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