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I don't see any contradiction in that, survival instinct and regret are obviously induced by symptoms. When you start getting cold and blue from methemoglobinemia, you have headaches, nausea, and tachycardia, you must be inclined to call for help, at least I imagine. I guess I'll find out soon enough.
But maybe it could work that way if he vomited so much of it up that he had only a bit left in him that wasnt enough to work as intended, but he was too ill and in too much pain to swallow any more until the time that he did. That is what it sounded like.
Maybe he didn't vomit anything up but felt so ill he kept attempting to vomit, dry retching and it stopped him from taking more.
When you throw up you don't expell the full content of what you consumed, even if it happens immediately, you can't get rid of all the "nutrient" consumed and absorption starts in the mouth through saliva, continues in the oesophagus and stomach. Realistically speaking, after vomiting, between half to two thirds of it will be absorbed by your body. That's why most people with bulimia maintain an average weight even if they restrict food outside of binge. Now obviously the data is for food intake and not sn, but you can easily assume how fast an empty stomach can absorb and how much of it you can be able to vomit on an empty stomach. There is no "so much" in this case, it's literally a mix of 50 ml and 25g, very little but very concentrated. The lethal amount of sn is 1g, so even if you vomit whatever is left behind should be enough to induce the effects of sn and wouldn't give you the luxury of this much time.
That's what I was thinking. People, we shouldn't be so naïve, all types of people come here and can say whatever they want. I'm not saying this is the case with OP, but lately this forum has been on the spotlight and journalists have been lurking around.
OK i see what you mean, then it is very troubling how this could of happened.
It's just words someone typed on a screen . Anyone can type anything .
Sadly many were made to be terrified of sn and question it's viability as a method, which is far from the truth. If that was the intention, it's devastating.
This is all true but I don't get this impression from OP after reading through her post history. She is a really new member though. From Croatia. She could have gotten impure SN or Sodium Nitrate very easily
Would be nice if such were legalized but such would affect the profits of our masters in their ivory towers so I doubt we'll have any luck with that.
why should I believe you? You created your account just a week ago. I read more and more anti Sn propaganda, lately. Sorry I don't trust the goverments and I should trust you? Nah.
some people here seem to believe anything they see and some even get angry when you don't lol
If by chance you find them, I'm interested.
Similar but not nearly as exaggerated. Just sort of pain, not feeling like it was the correct method, etc.
This is the thread from a few days ago. I'm guessing they would've gone with the Croatian source because they're from there, and it was only 3 days before this goodbye post. I don't think the other sources could've sent it that quickly. If they did survive I hope they can make a full recovery and shed some light on the issue.
