goodbye cruel world lol

[fleetingnight]

I'm really grateful to Lucmucpuc for sharing their experience with us. It must have been especially difficult with the pain they were in.

If you've moved on, then rest in peace <3 If you're still with us, I'm sorry for what you've just been through, and I hope you're able to rest and start feeling better ASAP

 

[po1sentree]

I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. I wish you eternal peace.

 

[kunikuzushi]

rest in peace dear. I hope you're not in pain anymore

 

[coolgal82]

goddamn. I hope op managed to find peace.

 

[Steff1337]

Whatever happened, I hope you've found peace.

 

[LifeQuitter]

This doesn't sound peaceful at all what they went through, and to still be replying more than 1 hour after two cups?

I wonder what source they used and if they didn't get something low purity or not actual SN. I remember seeing them in a few threads discussing places where to get it from.

 

[rozeske]

And we are supposed to buy this? All the sn talk apparently is attracting the wrong crowd looks like.

 

[Hunterer]

Well, recently I was considering using SN as a method, but after reading this farewell post, I feel that the process was horrible and painful, very different from what people say. It is strange that someone, who followed the regime, survived a period of almost 2 hours, and still felt bad during the whole process.

I hope the author of this post has found the peace he was looking for. I just think it's unfair that he had to go through those hours of suffering. But unfortunately, most methods are all painful, there will always be a scale of pain.

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

God I'm looking back at this thread, so fucking sad. I looked at the author's post history and they seemed like a sweet, thoughtful person, god they didn't deserve this. I hope they called someone and got help but I really doubt it. worst case scenario they are at least not suffering. Rest easy.

 

[Marco77]

My God, how horrible! I'm so sorry, I hope you're well now whatever happened to you. A virtual hug.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

hoping you found relief and peace. this was a tough one.

 

[Davey40210]

Omg shocking. SN is off my list too.

But at least it's over now. Rest in peace OP. Sending you a last hug.

 

[Forever Sleep]

This sounded awful but I hope they finally found their peace.

 

[Manfrotto99]

This scared me to as I am relying on SN. I guess they must of vomited so much of it up and couldn't get another glass in earlier because of the pain and vomiting. I know they said they regretted it, but I think anyone in such pain like that would have regrets while going through it

 

[maynoname]

And we are supposed to buy this? All the sn talk apparently is attracting the wrong crowd looks like.

What do you mean (sorry i am not a native speaker )

 

[Manfrotto99]

This doesn't sound peaceful at all what they went through, and to still be replying more than 1 hour after two cups?

I wonder what source they used and if they didn't get something low purity or not actual SN. I remember seeing them in a few threads discussing places where to get it from.

Reading back, I may be wrong but it looks like he got it from DMC

 

[maynoname]

Reading back, I may be wrong but it looks like he got it from DMC

Hard to know. He talked about DMC, BM and also W

 

[heavyeyes]

Op if you've passed on I hope you've found peace or if you called for help I hope you're able to recover

Sn is not a peaceful or painless way to go. To say otherwise is misleading. More people need to know this so they're informed

 

[rozeske]

What do you mean (sorry i am not a native speaker )

I mean it looks suspicious to say the least and to be frank, I don't buy any of it (buying as in I don't believe any of it)

 

[maynoname]

I mean it looks suspicious to say the least and to be frank, I don't buy any of it (buying as in I don't believe any of it)

Thank you for your response. I understood correctly (I should trust myself lol)
Do you think that because of the time elapsed between the moment he takes the SN and the moment he stops responding ?

 

[Olek Messier 87]

I mean it looks suspicious to say the least and to be frank, I don't buy any of it (buying as in I don't believe any of it)

Well, I hope for him or her that you're right, because that seemed painful.

 

[rozeske]

I should trust myself

Always. SN isn't something new. Everything about it is well known and documented and it's effects mostly similar. Always trust in the facts.

 

[Olek Messier 87]

Always. SN isn't something new. Everything about it is well known and documented and it's effects mostly similar. Always trust in the facts.

Once again I hope you're right, but I don't see what makes this testimony so suspicious to you, the effects described are indeed those caused by SN intake, and the facts actually demonstrate that a significant proportion of suicide attempts with this method end up in the emergency, most certainly because the symptoms are too difficult to endure.

 

[Manfrotto99]

I mean it looks suspicious to say the least and to be frank, I don't buy any of it (buying as in I don't believe any of it)

Once again I hope you're right, but I don't see what makes this testimony so suspicious to you, the effects described are indeed those caused by SN intake, and the facts actually demonstrate that a significant proportion of suicide attempts with this method end up in the emergency, most certainly because the symptoms are too difficult to endure.

I would love to think it was suspicious. But I just don't see any reason to think this, I mean this person was genuinely posting on here for some time.

 

[Olek Messier 87]

I would love to think it was suspicious. But I just don't see any reason to think this, I mean this person was genuinely posting on here for some time.

Yeah, unfortunately both eventualities seem equally probable to me.

 

[rozeske]

Once again I hope you're right, but I don't see what makes this testimony so suspicious to you, the effects described are indeed those caused by SN intake, and the facts actually demonstrate that a significant proportion of suicide attempts with this method end up in the emergency, most certainly because the symptoms are too difficult to endure.

Yeah some of them end up in ER and a good portion of those are not fortunate enough to be saved in time and this person had the time to make a long coherent thread after taking the sn and vomiting about how horrible sn is and why it should not be used and then continued to hang around for so long explaining further about it? Give me a break. That's not how sn works.

 

[Olek Messier 87]

Yeah some of them end up in ER and a good portion of those are not fortunate enough to be saved in time and this person had the time to make a long coherent thread after taking the sn and vomiting about how horrible sn is and why it should not be used and then continued to hang around for so long explaining further about it? Give me a break. That's not how sn works.

Well, that's a relevant point. What to do but hope that your skepticism was the appropriate response to this situation...

 

[KillingPain267]

Yeah some of them end up in ER and a good portion of those are not fortunate enough to be saved in time and this person had the time to make a long coherent thread after taking the sn and vomiting about how horrible sn is and why it should not be used and then continued to hang around for so long explaining further about it? Give me a break. That's not how sn works.

There was a person a month or so ago who took what he believed was SN and titled the post as such. They hanged around and messaged people here, and some asked questions about the name of the chemical. Turned out, they checked the label and it was sodium nitrAte. Lol. The person admitted the dumb mistake.

Me too, when I was in my early stage of suicide research, bought the only legal "SN" in my country: table salt with 5% SN, lol. One night I got drunk and decided to drink the salt. I puked whole night and there was salt all over my floor. I didn't know about this website yet, but if I did, it could easily have become a post here titled as SN, and be a failure, lol.

Truth be told, we cannot trust any post here from anonymous people, even the succesful ones. The only thing we have are the chemical facts on how (real and pure) SN works chemically in the body > medical reports on SN poisoning and failures > videos of people taking SN. In that order.

 

[Intoxicated]

its been about 40 mins i vomited 7 times and nothing is happening but i cant get up i cant breathe in deeply and my stomach feels on fire
drinkinf my second glass

7 times? How much water did you drink? I had nausea and vomited many times before, and one important thing I've learned from this unpleasant experience is that it's nearly impossible to vomit even once if you don't have enough liquid in your stomach. Whenever I had very strong nausea, I couldn't induce vomiting without drinking several glasses of water. If you strictly followed the suggested protocol of ingesting SN (25 g of salt dissolved in 50 ml of water with no prior consumption of any drinks for several hours), I hardly imagine how this could lead to throwing up, especially multiple times.

 

[Z-A]

Always test your chemicals before consuming them. I hope OP found peace. The pain was hard to read.