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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
Hi, I'm just venting, sorry

Nothing more to say tbh

I just think that this could be the right moment to ctb

I know that I won't have others situation like this for a long time. I'll be totaly alone at home, my desire to die is high so I guess that SI can be overcamed and I have everything to do it

Don't know what to do, suicidality returned very bad since few days

I have to think, this is confusing

Wishing you a good evening ❤
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
I hope you get some clarity of thought, don't rush into it ❤️

We'll miss you, dear Nirrend❤️

You always help others with all your heart, I hope we can return the favour ❤️

Take care ❤️

Lots of love ❤️
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
I hope you get some clarity of thought, don't rush into it ❤️

We'll miss you, dear Nirrend❤️

You always help others with all your heart, I hope we can return the favour ❤️

Take care ❤️

Lots of love ❤️

Your words alone mean so much to me ❤

Thank you, I am completely lost

Love ❤
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,326
I hope that if you do decide to leave this world you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,833
I'm feeling the same way right now. What the hell am I fighting like this for? So at least you're not totally alone. :)
 
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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
I wish you clarity of mind, freedom and peace whatever your decision might be.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,277
Wishing you peace and clarity to make this decision. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 

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