going to ctb tomorrow, question

[meowalyst]

i plan to go through shallow water blackout. i'll be high, and before i attempt this im going to do sit ups, take 20 deep fast breaths and submerge. im not sure how likely it is this will work, but ive spent weeks researching through different sources and scientific websites.

anyhow, there's somebody that was very important to me that id like them to know i've done this after it's happened. though, i don't want to send a text before because that's risky + sounds super guilt trippy or like im trying to somehow gain attention from them. is there anyway i can indirectly say something or what? letters are out the question because once id mail it it would be embarrassing if i failed.

advice on how to relay a message without sounding like a complete piece of shit and keep it respectful and straight forward & advice in my ctb method?

 

[Grasp of darkness]

I've never heard from this method but it sounds pretty damn unreliable. How is there even research on this?

In regards to letting people know: You can send planned e-mails. If it somehow doesn't go as you planned you can simply cancel before it's scheduled to send.

 

[Mr.Ruben]

state that the person you're sending it to had no implications of your ctb (if that is the case) and reassure them with positive words that make them understand why you have chosen this way. Think of it as an email, is what I would think about.
For messages I don't know what socials you are using, I use beeper, which has all my socials into one, and gives me an option to send messages at certain dates

 

[meowalyst]

state that the person you're sending it to had no implications of your ctb (if that is the case) and reassure them with positive words that make them understand why you have chosen this way. Think of it as an email, is what I would think about.
For messages I don't know what socials you are using, I use beeper, which has all my socials into one, and gives me an option to send messages at certain dates

sorry i responded to the wrong person but i deleted it. imessage also has the scheduled message thing so maybe i will do that, it just feels shitty to leave a message like that

I've never heard from this method but it sounds pretty damn unreliable. How is there even research on this?

In regards to letting people know: You can send planned e-mails. If it somehow doesn't go as you planned you can simply cancel before it's scheduled to send.

im essentially drowning myself, but i think the specific act of shallow water blackout is more reliable. i'll lyk if it dosent work by tmrw this time though

 

[Mr.Ruben]

it just feels shitty to leave a message like that

I know, ctb by itself is pretty shitty, but it's the answer we can only see reasonable.
I'd feel to guilty to write anything if I would do it.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I've never heard from this method but it sounds pretty damn unreliable. How is there even research on this?

In regards to letting people know: You can send planned e-mails. If it somehow doesn't go as you planned you can simply cancel before it's scheduled to send.

I agree it sounds sketchy, but apparently there is…

Shallow water blackout

This is a very easy, painless, free method, that can very easily pass as accidental. Directions: https://imgur.com/a/cNul4r7 I haven’t seen it mentioned before, but they sure like to warn us about it, basically giving us instructions by doing the opposite of their points Instructions...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[canidiealreadyy]

i plan to go through shallow water blackout. i'll be high, and before i attempt this im going to do sit ups, take 20 deep fast breaths and submerge. im not sure how likely it is this will work, but ive spent weeks researching through different sources and scientific websites.

anyhow, there's somebody that was very important to me that id like them to know i've done this after it's happened. though, i don't want to send a text before because that's risky + sounds super guilt trippy or like im trying to somehow gain attention from them. is there anyway i can indirectly say something or what? letters are out the question because once id mail it it would be embarrassing if i failed.

advice on how to relay a message without sounding like a complete piece of shit and keep it respectful and straight forward & advice in my ctb method?

i think you should look into enhanced swb, this is the method i think im going to use. swb by itself seems alot easier said than done.

Thread 'ESWB - Enhanced shallow-water blackout (Drowning after gas asphyxiation)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ckout-drowning-after-gas-asphyxiation.249538/

 

[meowalyst]

I know, ctb by itself is pretty shitty, but it's the answer we can only see reasonable.
I'd feel to guilty to write anything if I would do it.

i don't think i'm going to write anymore honestly

i think you should look into enhanced swb, this is the method i think im going to use. swb by itself seems alot easier said than done.

Thread 'ESWB - Enhanced shallow-water blackout (Drowning after gas asphyxiation)' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ckout-drowning-after-gas-asphyxiation.249538/

i've heard about this, but i never looked more into it. im going to consider this! thanks for sending the link. im going to try to pursue regular swb and if it fails ill hit you up here and lyk tmrw :) wish me luck and thank you man