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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
229
there's nobody home and I'm contemplating should I do it

If I will not my life has a grat chance of being better but I don't have energy for even a minute there

help
 
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sweetreliefpls

sweetreliefpls

Member
Jun 10, 2025
82
If there's a chance of things being better, maybe see if that can happen or what you need to make that happen? Check out https://sanctioned-suicide.net/forums/recovery.7/

Choice is ofc up to you. But make sure any plan is well thought through and not impulsive
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
229
I know YOU will find it (to my friend) this threat my friend.
thank you for being there to me

I'm really scared you will find me too early...

What destroyed my was that apartment, not you. I'm sorry for being mad aat you for no reason. it's... so you know. I'm suffering so much I'm just trying to get out of there, I'm frustrated at anything that goes wrong.
I'm sorry. terribly sorry I've treated you like that. You didn't deserve it. Sorry It's here not on paper... I cannot more on paper
Love you <3
thank you for all your love, for every good thing we did together, for first vacations on my town, for you trying and for all love you gave us <3


I know you want to live. two moths as we promised

godbue
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
If you're not sure, don't go through with it. It requires a lot of planning and consideration @MapleS
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
229
Welp, he will be back in 20 minutes. waister too much time
If you're not sure, don't go through with it. It requires a lot of planning and consideration @MapleS
I've done all the planning long time ago
'if it goes to the point I cannot take it i'll kill myself' And it got to that point
If you're not sure, don't go through with it. It requires a lot of planning and consideration @MapleS
I've done all the planning long time ago
'if it goes to the point I cannot take it i'll kill myself' And it got to that point
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Godspeed, whatever happens.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
Welp, he will be back in 20 minutes. waister too much time

I've done all the planning long time ago
'if it goes to the point I cannot take it i'll kill myself' And it got to that point

I've done all the planning long time ago
'if it goes to the point I cannot take it i'll kill myself' And it got to that point
What method are you planning to use? Are you sure it will succeed?
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
229
What method are you planning to use? Are you sure it will succeed?
I'm sure it will succeed. Full suspencion on a door. but I need like 40 minutes and he's back in 15
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
I'm sure it will succeed. Full suspencion on a door. but I need like 40 minutes and he's back in 15
Then I don't think it will work. You need to wait. Bide your time. Spend some more time on the site. Don't take the risk of being discovered midway.

I'm sorry for your situation dude. I wish It didn't come to this.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Warlock
Jul 11, 2024
745
You asked for help and stated you still think your life has a chance to get better. You are not ready. Please abort or at least postpone your plan. Doing this under such a narrow time constraint is not advised.
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
229
thak you everyone
 
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