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gayboy300

legal drug dealer
Aug 28, 2025
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I love exercise so fucking much it removes any thoughts of ctb from my brain it makes me so happy. I need to do it practically every day though or the SI does tend to come back very quickly, but I feel like I'm on a god damn cloud after a 15 minute run tonight oh my god it's so great. For however long I'm exercising + a few hours afterward, my brain is focused on one thing and one thing only, it's like a primal instinct kicks in and every other thought is forced out with no say in the matter

feeling amazing 😄

ps. maybe this is better for off topic? i cant really tell what this subforum is supposed to be for tbh
 
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PrincessSaturn

PrincessSaturn

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Aug 6, 2025
32
That's awesome!! I'm glad you're finding some happiness through exercise!! Good for both the body + mind <3 keep it up, friend!
 
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Hime

Hime

nyaaa~
Nov 24, 2025
76
Reading this made me motivated to go on an early morning walk now. Haven't been outside much as of late~

Keep up the exercise, it really does wonders to one's brain :heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm glad exercise helps you to feel better! :heart:
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
334
When I was in recovery, exercise also helped me a ton. It really is one of the greatest exploits to force your body to release endorphins and other reward hormones. Nice work, my friend.
Aromatherapy also did a great deal for me as well. Don't underestimate the mood boosting capacities of having a nice and pleasant scent in your room!

Also, this is the correct place to make this post, don't worry.
 
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Xxkol

Xxkol

Member
Nov 26, 2025
42
I love exercise so fucking much it removes any thoughts of ctb from my brain it makes me so happy. I need to do it practically every day though or the SI does tend to come back very quickly, but I feel like I'm on a god damn cloud after a 15 minute run tonight oh my god it's so great. For however long I'm exercising + a few hours afterward, my brain is focused on one thing and one thing only, it's like a primal instinct kicks in and every other thought is forced out with no say in the matter

feeling amazing 😄

ps. maybe this is better for off topic? i cant really tell what this subforum is supposed to be for tbh
Thats good bro.
 
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MapleS

you are allowed to be a prolifer with me
May 22, 2025
167
YES ME TOO (50% of the time)
offtopic? nah, we need posts like this in recovery section imo
 
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Pallf

I'm tired
May 27, 2018
373
Exercise sucks, that's why I love it.
 
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Hime

Hime

nyaaa~
Nov 24, 2025
76
Reading this made me motivated to go on an early morning walk now. Haven't been outside much as of late~

Keep up the exercise, it really does wonders to one's brain :heart:
Follow-up to this! I've managed to go out on a walk everyday since this. Truly the hardest part is just taking the iniative to start the activity. Afterwards you'll get into the flow! Yay!
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
512
Exercise is a good way to get those endorphins. Way better than chocolate.
 
tonicer

tonicer

Student
Nov 13, 2025
112
I love watching my muscles grow. I was the tall skinny boy back in school but then i started working out. Now i am getting stronger each year. It also "anchors" me to life quite a bit. I worked hard to change my body so killing myself would mean all that sweat and tears plus the time was a waste and i hate wasting anything.
 

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