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flutebloom

flutebloom

hopeless • they/them
Apr 4, 2025
107
So I don't have access to a rope or a car or any money at this point I'm running out of options

The only thing I can do right now is walk to the highway from my house and get hit by a truck or something. I don't want to ruin a truck driver's life. That would probably be shit karma but idk im kinda like isn't everything pointless anyway?

Obviously I'd like it to be painless which it won't be but I'm like maybe a fast moving truck will be enough to kill me on impact? Idk :(
 
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moonflow3r

moonflow3r

Knocking on heaven’s door
Oct 6, 2023
228
Im really desperate as well, but this method is very mm unreliable. Traumatizing a poor truck driver doesn't seem very fair. As for the lethal part of it, I'm pretty sure you could die or get very bad injuries from the impact but it depends on the speed and angle at which you hit the truck, I'm sorry I can't be of more help đź«‚
 
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Jack25

Jack25

Member
Jul 22, 2024
32
I've thought about this as well but it just seems so unreliable, not to mention the horrible consequences if you fail to ctb
 
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humantool

humantool

Member
Apr 20, 2025
52
this is really unreliable, not to mention that could leave you with only injuries
 
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flutebloom

flutebloom

hopeless • they/them
Apr 4, 2025
107
Im really desperate as well, but this method is very mm unreliable. Traumatizing a poor truck driver doesn't seem very fair. As for the lethal part of it, I'm pretty sure you could die or get very bad injuries from the impact but it depends on the speed and angle at which you hit the truck, I'm sorry I can't be of more help đź«‚
I wish there were more ways to die
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,487
i've had intrusive thoughts about this exact method. i don't think it's worth it if there's so many ways it can go wrong, like the truck going too slowly, you getting injured or paralyzed, and then needing to be sent to the hospital. you need to do something like drowning or hanging to avoid getting crazy injured (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ )
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Completely unethical IMO.

You can not only traumatize or kill the driver, but also innocent people nearby if the truck veers away or goes off the road to avoid you or as a result of hitting you.

It's also not reliable. My father was [accidentally] hit by several cars--and even run over by a train--in his lifetime and survived them all. The first time, he was left with permanent scarring in his brain that left him epileptic for the rest of his life. He had grand mal seizures several times a year, he was on disability for most of his life.
 
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flutebloom

flutebloom

hopeless • they/them
Apr 4, 2025
107
Completely unethical IMO.

You can not only traumatize or kill the driver, but also innocent people nearby if the truck veers away or goes off the road to avoid you or as a result of hitting you.

It's also not reliable. My father was [accidentally] hit by several cars--and even run over by a train--in his lifetime and survived them all. The first time, he was left with permanent scarring in his brain that left him epileptic for the rest of his life. He had grand mal seizures several times a year, he was on disability for most of his life.
I know it's unethical I'm just desperate and don't have any other choices
i've had intrusive thoughts about this exact method. i don't think it's worth it if there's so many ways it can go wrong, like the truck going too slowly, you getting injured or paralyzed, and then needing to be sent to the hospital. you need to do something like drowning or hanging to avoid getting crazy injured (◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ )
Do you think it's possible to drown in a bathtub?
 
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getoutgirl

got out the site <3
Mar 17, 2025
558
I used to roam roads at very late hours waiting for one of those big trucks. Did that a lot as a sort of "I know I can't kill myself now, but this is the closest I can get to satiating that impulse" and I got real close.
Then actually considered, did some research and yeah it's not the best idea. You can end up worse sadly. + yeah it's a pretty traumatic thing to cause on someone, but I understand the desperation. I'm sorry <3
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
are you trying to end up in another world?
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,917
So I don't have access to a rope or a car or any money at this point I'm running out of options

The only thing I can do right now is walk to the highway from my house and get hit by a truck or something. I don't want to ruin a truck driver's life. That would probably be shit karma but idk im kinda like isn't everything pointless anyway?

Obviously I'd like it to be painless which it won't be but I'm like maybe a fast moving truck will be enough to kill me on impact? Idk :(
There are lots of people hit by vehicles who live & are charged with a crime due to injury or death of the driver.
"Life is pointless" is an inaccurate blanket statement that only applies to you, as each person decides for themselves if THEIR life is pointless.
I'm very pro choice but please please don't involve another innocent person in your demise.
We have many people on this site who have been traumatized. Please don't add to that problem! 🤗🌹💔
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
I think I might do that on impulse one day, but not as planned. I'm too awkward and getting older, would probably trip or time it wrong and make a fool out of myself.
 
Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,492
Life changing injuries. ID what the statistics are for this.
 
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hang in there

hang in there

get it, har har
Apr 17, 2025
200
So I don't have access to a rope or a car or any money at this point I'm running out of options

The only thing I can do right now is walk to the highway from my house and get hit by a truck or something. I don't want to ruin a truck driver's life. That would probably be shit karma but idk im kinda like isn't everything pointless anyway?

Obviously I'd like it to be painless which it won't be but I'm like maybe a fast moving truck will be enough to kill me on impact? Idk :(
I watched this one video where twin women jumped out of their car on the freeway and both jumped under the wheels of an oncoming semi. They both lived. Truck is not a guarantee at all.
 
ThatRussianDude

ThatRussianDude

Now go to sleep bi*ch! Die motherf*cker die!
Dec 16, 2024
108
I watched this one video where twin women jumped out of their car on the freeway and both jumped under the wheels of an oncoming semi. They both lived. Truck is not a guarantee at all.
I watched tens of video where people put their head before the rearwheels of a slow moving truck. I think that it is a pretty much guaranteed death and wonder why it is not discussed here.
 
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