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Had a manic bipolar episode, blew a bunch of shit up, currently depressed and can't get out of bed, I also have ADHD, existing right now feels heavy, I have OCD too although it's calmed down because of how depressed and suicidal I am. I can't even explain how I feel, everything is heavy, I can't do stuff for the life of me, and this is how my whole life is gonna be ? 2 weeks insane and a month bed ridden. No thanks, I was gonna die anyways so I am not scared, life is pointless as fuck and I wouldn't have remembered anything
 
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