Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence of dreadful torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, cruel existence.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the suffering of this existence so dreadful, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as an abomination and there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is some peace from it all, I just hope for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in this cruel, futile existence.
There truly is so much torture in this cruel, futile existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and dreadful and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence is just a terrible mistake to me, I just want to be gone, I just want to never be tortured ever again in this existence so dreadful and painful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is peace to me.
It truly is peace to me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, terrible and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so harmful and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just want to never suffer again and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want to be free from all the torture and suffering of existing, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel existence.