Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, in this existence so cruel and harmful only non-existence can bring me any peace.

I'll always see it as the most dreadful, terrible tragedy how this harmful existence was imposed causing all this suffering and torture, all that existence ever does is harm and torture existing beings, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, to me existence really is always the problem and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this harmful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being waiting to die.
No matter what to me existing will just always be waiting to die and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this suffering and torture, to suffer in this existence will always be an abomination to me and it's one that just causes all this dreadful suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To me existence will just always be the problem, I suffer simply from being burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this cruelty, pain and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me, all I want is to be gone, I just hope to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the most cruel mistake.
It truly is always the most cruel mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering and no matter what I'd just never wish for the mistake of existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, all that existence ever does is cause all this torture.

I'll just always find it so torturous to be burdened with this existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering and I'd just never wish for the torture and pain of existing rather all I want is to be gone, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile existence.

All I want is to be gone, I could just never see any point to any of this, existence to me is just always a terrible mistake that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief from the evil of existing, I just want peace from the futile suffering of this existence that never should had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can solve for me, all I want is peace from the torture of existing and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief, I just want to be gone.

In this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'll just always see existence as the problem, non-existence for me is all that's positive, I just want some peace from this existence of dreadful futile suffering that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist means to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this painful, torturous existence no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again and there's just so much suffering, torture and cruelty in existing, existence to me is just always the most terrible mistake.

I suffer simply from being conscious, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing so finally I can be free from the torture of existing, making painless death inaccessible is just horrific, terrible extreme cruelty to me.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence so harmful and torturous that just causes all this pain, cruelty and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong.
It truly is so horrific to me how such could happen and I just see so much terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong.

There's just so much evil in anti-suicide, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering, to me existence really is an abomination, all I want is peace from this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.