Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me to find peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being only suffering.

To me existence is just always the most terrible mistake that only ever tortures existing beings and as long as I exist I'll only hope to erase this existence, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want some peace from this existence I just always saw as an abomination, ceasing to exist solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting all to be forgotten for me in non-existence.
No matter what all I could want is for all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I just hope for the peace of non-existence where this torturous, cruel existence is all gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this harmful existence and all that existence ever does is just cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings.

To me existence will just always be an abomination, I just want to erase this cruel, dreadful existence and I'll just always see existence as the problem, I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to never suffer again and in this existence of torturous suffering it's just so horrific how humans do all they can to force others to suffer, there's just so much pain and torture in existing.

All I want is to be gone, to me existence is the most terrible, cruel abomination that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to never suffer again, I just hope to be free from the terrible mistake of existence that just harms and tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again, existence to me really is the most terrible mistake.

I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be at peace from the torture and suffering of existing, I'm just always and only hoping to never suffer again, all I want is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, painful existence rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from the torture and suffering of this cruel existence, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution, I just hope to be free from the suffering of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me, I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to be conscious of anything at all.
No matter what I really would never want to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is peace, I just hope for the peace of non-existence where finally I'm free from the suffering of this terrible, torturous existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence, to me existence will always be a mistake that just causes harm and suffering and I'll always find it torture to exist, I just want to permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, to be conscious in this existence means to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me from this existence so torturous and cruel and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful existence rather all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this existence of dreadful torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

To me existence will just always be an abomination and it's one that just causes all this harm, pain and suffering and I'll just always see existing as just being futile, unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most terrible mistake to me.
I'll just always see it as the most terrible, dreadful mistake to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from all cruelty, pain and suffering in this existence that only ever tortures existing beings and I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so terrible and torturous but really I wish this existence of futile suffering was never imposed, I wish I never suffered at all, I'll just always see it as such a terrible mistake to suffer in this existence and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, I just want to be free from this dreadful existence that just causes all this cruelty and torture with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever hoping for dreamless eternal sleep.
No matter what only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep could ever be desirable for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be free from the torture and suffering of this cruel, dreadful existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence so torturous, cruel and futile that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, all I want is to erase this existence so cruel and undesirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture and suffering of existing.
I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always find it torture to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous and cruel and I suffer simply from existing.

I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this existence, I'll always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this terrible, dreadful existence no matter what, existing to me will always be the most torturous, cruel burden.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering and torture of existing is endless.
It truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this torturous, painful existence and I'd just always see existing as only suffering.

I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes all this terrible, dreadful suffering with existing beings tortured every second, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and it's one so harmful and dreadful that just tortures existing beings, I'll always see existence as the most terrible mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist saves me from suffering.
It truly would save me from all suffering in this existence so cruel and dreadful, all I want is for ceasing to exist to bring me the peace I search for from this existence so torturous that never should had been imposed.

All I want is peace from all the suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just all I could see as desirable, I just wish to be gone, ceasing to exist solves everything for me as there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so terrible to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I'll just always see it as so terrible to suffer in this existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this painful existence, all that existence ever does is cause suffering and torture existing beings and the suffering of existing is endless.

It's just so terrible how humans cause all this harm by imposing this existence, I'll just always see existence as an imposistion that just causes all this pain all for the sake of it, I just want to erase this torturous, futile existence, I just want to be permanently at peace from all this terrible suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just suffering all for the sake of it.
It truly is just suffering all for the sake of it and I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, I just want to be gone from this existence of dreadful torturous suffering, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from, all I want is to be gone.

I just want peace from this existence that never should had been imposed, all that existence ever does is just cause so much pain and problems there were never a need for, I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always and only hope for non-existence.
No matter what the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, I just want to be permanently free from this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, there's just so much torture in existing and in this existence of torturous suffering only non-existence could ever be desirable for me.

I'll only see ceasing to exist as the positive solution for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me existence truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, non-existence is all I've ever wished for.