Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and in this existence so cruel, dreadful and tortuous non-existence is just the only relief for me, I'd just never wish for the torture of existing and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

It's just so terrible to me how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result, all I want is to never suffer again and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as just being only suffering, to be at peace from the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence is all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this dreadful existence.
I truly would never wish for this dreadful terrible existence rather all I want is the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering and finally all is gone and forgotten, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible mistake to me.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable in this existence so torturous and terrible, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence and I'll always see existence as the problem, all that existence does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in this tortuous existence.
There truly is just so much suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in non-existence with no more suffering.

I'll just always see this dreadful terrible existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, to me existence truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want peace from this torturous existence and I'll just always find it torture to suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wish to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this terrible existence is just always an abomination to me.

I'd just never wish for the torture of existing rather all I want is some peace, in this existence of dreadful endless suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me.
I truly do always suffer so much from how peaceful death is denied for me, I'll just always see it as such terrible extreme cruelty how we exist in this reality where the suffering and torture is seen as to force and prolong no matter what.

There's just so much evil in anti-suicide, in this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me peace and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing and never exist again, in this existence so terrible and torturous the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, it's just so horrific how many humans wish to do all they can to force others to be tortured in this existence for as long as possible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is the most torturous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

For me non-existence is just the only relief from the terrible mistake of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering and I'll just always see it as the most torturous burden to exist, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence that just causes all this terrible dreadful suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

The suffering of existing is endless.
The suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from being burdened with this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

It's just so dreadful how existence causes all this suffering, cruelty and torture and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, existence to me really is the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this painful, deeply undesirable existence and there's just so much pain in existing, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me could never be worth it.
It truly could never be worth it to me and I'd just never wish for the torture, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so tortuous, cruel and dreadful.

All I want is for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me, I just hope for peace from the suffering of this existence I just always saw as such a dreadful mistake, to me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, painful and deeply undesirable existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for dreamless eternal sleep.
No matter what dreamless eternal sleep truly is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for the suffering, cruelty and torture of this terrible dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and terrible that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

For me non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just hope and wish to be gone, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful abomination of existence that just tortures and harms existing beings, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me.
It truly is always the most cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous cruel existence as just being only suffering.

I just wish this dreadful, painful existence of torturous suffering was never imposed and it's so terrible and dreadful how it was, all I want is some peace from the pain and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me it's always torture to exist.
It truly is always torture to exist to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, dreadful and harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, in this existence so terrible and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'll just always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this dreadful suffering as a result, I just want some peace and in this existence so terrible and torturous non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be permanently free from all suffering, simply just existing will always be so torturous to me, I just want to never suffer ever again.