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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,468
Existence only causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this terrible, cruelty harm and suffering, to me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruelty harm mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to erase this terrible, dreadful existence that just harms and tortures existing beings, to me existence is just so evil, I just want true peace from the pain, torture and evil of existence and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten and there is no more pain, torture and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,468
Only hoping for peace from the torture of existing.
No matter what some peace from the torture of existing truly is all I could hope for and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, this torturous dreadful existence should just never had been imposed.

I just want peace from the torture of existing, existence to me is just the most terrible cruel mistake that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just want to be free from the torture of existing and I'll always find it so torturous to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,468
Always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, cruel existence rather all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the suffering, pain and torture of this terrible, undesirable existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always an abomination to me, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, painful mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this painful, dreadful existence that never should had been imposed.
 

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