Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from the suffering of existing.
No matter what some peace from the suffering and torture of existing really is all I could hope for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just wish to be permanently free from the torture and cruelty of existing.

There's just so much suffering in existing, forgotten me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and cruel that just causes all this pain, harm and suffering, to suffer in this existence is just always the most cruel mistake to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence that just causes suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torture of existing.
I truly would never would wish for the torture of existing and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, this existence should never had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result, existence to me is just always a mistake.

I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is permanent relief from the torture of existing and for me every second is torture to be conscious, there's just so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be free from this torturous existence of endless suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, dreadful tragedy.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from this existence of torturous suffering.
No matter what some peace from this existence of torturous suffering truly is all I could hope for, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so cruel and terrible and I suffer simply from being burdened with this futile, cruel existence.

It's just all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence of cruel suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, harmful existence that just causes and brings all this torture and pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much evil in existing.
There truly is just so much evil in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of this cruel, painful existence, I just want some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous existence as only suffering, I'll just always prefer to not exist, in this existence so dreadful and evil non-existence is just the only peace for me, nothing would make me wish for this evil, harmful existence I just always saw as a mistake, it's so terrible how existing beings are tortured in agony every second as a result of the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring the peace of non-existence.
No matter what I really would always prefer the peace of non-existence over the suffering, torture and cruelty of this terrible, dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence could ever be positive.

I just wish for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me the peace of non-existence is just all that's desirable, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and futile, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to erase this existence.