Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

This existence never should had been imposed.
It truly never should had been imposed and it's so terrible how it was causing all this harm, cruelty and torture as a result, all I want is peace from this cruel, dreadful existence, existence to me will just always be a mistake and it's one that just causes all this terrible suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'd just never wish for the torture of this cruel, painful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm, pain and suffering, the suffering of existing truly is endless with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ever seeing non-existence as desirable.
It truly is all I could ever see as desirable, I just want peace from the terrible suffering of existing and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence no matter what.

I just hope to be free from the torture of existing, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as the most harmful, cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty in this terrible, dreadful existence, all I want is peace from the torturous burden of existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.