Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever caused harm.
It truly did only ever cause harm torturing existing beings with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this harm and suffering.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from the torture, pain and cruelty of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and terrible and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake torturing existing beings, the peace of non-existence is all I see as positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and torturous and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this dreadful, painful existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want some peace from the terrible suffering and torture of existing where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

Non-existence solves every thing for me as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten, I just want to erase this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this torture and suffering, no matter what I'll always find it torture to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.