Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this suffering, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope and wish for is true peace.

 

[Strangerdanger7]

Ever looked at things and said, ' Injustices manage to occur, can you live with it?'. They hated Jesus for speaking the truth, just like they hate you for speaking the truth. We're here to vent. This is probably the only place where we can vent freely, without judgment. The one place where we can have a bad day, and everybody will understand. Not too many places where you can say life sucks. Not too many places where you can be enlightened and say death with dignity should be the law of the land. There's no point in the discrimination that's occurring in this country, especially towards people with disabilities. If we don't speak up, then people will speak up for us, and they'll bring back asylum. We saw how that ended.
We can see the end result when people attempt to silence your voice and decide that they know better about your care than you know for yourself, or a doctor cannot effectively treat you, because death with dignity is not the law of the land, and that may be the most effective option for people in all cases, not just for the terminally ill.
I'm speaking out about the injustices that occur in this country every day. I've had a terrible week, so I need to vent. Two questions to ask yourself are whether it is manageable and whether you can live with it.
God bless Switzerland, where there truly is freedom. A safety net, including a death with dignity safety net for their citizens and foreigners, a country where you can say anything, and there is no judgment. A country that has decriminalized dying. Something we desperately need to do in this country. Their country has a solution for these tragedies, and we do not. I, for one, would rather have that safety net and never need it than not have it when I need it and it's not there. We are not enlightened, but hopefully someday we will be. Too much discrimination and injustice continue to occur in this country. It's discrimination in this country that they are deciding who deserves to die with dignity and who does not. This option should not be exclusive to the privileged few. These laws really need to change for the benefit of all citizens. Because it does not benefit us if we have no safety net when we need it. Sorry, that's my rant for this morning.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful that I never would had chosen non-existence is just the only peace for me and I'd never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is to be gone.

I just hope for non-existence to bring me peace from the dreadful and cruel abomination of existence that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of this cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to be gone, I just want peace from this cruel, futile existence that I never would had chosen that I always saw as a mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable to me.
It truly is always so undesirable to me and I wish I never had to suffer in this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this deeply undesirable, cruel and painful existence.

All I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful, cruel mistake that just causes harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is just so much suffering in existing and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel and I wish I never existed more than anything, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of non-existence, I hope for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am just always wishing to erase this existence and I wish I never had to suffer, I want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

I just always suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, it's just all so cruel and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is just always so undesirable to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just hope and wish for peace.

For me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'll always find it so undesirable to exist, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace from all pain and suffering.
It truly is the only peace for me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen, for me existence is just always the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what I really could only ever wish for non-existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I wish for all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful, I just want some peace from it all.