Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace.

I just want peace from this existence that just causes and brings suffering and pain all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous and dreadful to be burdened with this existence of futile unnecessary suffering, for me non-existence is just the only relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful existence, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is some peace.

I just wish to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and for me non-existence is just always preferable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want peace from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence so cruel and torturous, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace from all suffering.
No matter what I really will hope for peace from all the suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

All I want is peace from all the suffering and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most dreadful abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as the most dreadful abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is some peace.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to be gone, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering, I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To be at peace from all pain and suffering is just all I hope for.
It truly is all I hope for and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I always suffer as a result of this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful, torturous existence as only suffering, all I want is to never exist again, I wish for this existence to be all gone, forgotten and erased.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so terrible and dreadful to me and all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I always suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so torturous that I just always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing to erase this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I hope for, I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so torturous that I never would had chosen that only ever brought so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so futile to me.
It truly is always so futile to me and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous and cruel existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I'd never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'll always see existence as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to be gone, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this harmful existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for this harmful existence and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I just suffer so much as a result of existence.

It's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so harmful and torturous, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I always suffer as a result of this dreadful, torturous existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I suffer simply from existing, all I could ever hope for is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful, cruel and futile that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of futile suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to suffer.
I really would never wish to suffer and I'll always see this torturous, cruel and futile existence as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me, all I hope for is to be gone.


I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful that I always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just all that's desirable for me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, for me non-existence is just the only peace and is all that's desirable in this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and futile, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, all I hope for is to never suffer again and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be free from this dreadful, harmful and torturous existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be free from it all, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause pain and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence.

As long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this painful existence and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just wish to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as the most painful, harmful abomination.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the abomination of existence.


I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's just one only non-existence can solve for me, I'd just never wish for this torturous, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I wish I never had to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just want to be gone from it all.

I just want to never exist again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I just never should had suffered and I'll always see this deeply undesirable existence as only suffering, I just want to be free from it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just want to never suffer in this torturous and dreadful existence ever again and in this existence so cruel and futile non-existence is just the only peace for me.

I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I wish I never had to suffer, in this existence so torturous, cruel and dreadful non-existence is just the only relief for me, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as an abomination and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel.

I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible abomination of existence that only ever caused and brought pain, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer in this torturous existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Preferring to cease existing over suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to cease existing than suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never wake again and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence.

For me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel and dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence at all and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I truly will just hope to be gone, for me non-existence is all that's desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always wishing to erase this existence.
I truly am always wishing and hoping to erase this existence and I wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence more than anything, all I want is some peace.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I wish I never had to exist.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing this existence was never imposed.
More than anything I wish this existence was never imposed and I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it rather all I want is to be gone.

I just want to never suffer in this cruel, futile and torturous existence again, in this existence so cruel and dreadful non-existence really is all I could hope for and I wish I never had to suffer, I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, dreadful existence rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I finally no longer suffer in this terrible, cruel and futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this painful, cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful, painful and harmful that I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting any of this.
No matter what I really would never want any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence so terrible and dreadful that I always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish to suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, all I want is to be free from the abomination of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes endless amounts of suffering.
It truly does just cause endless amounts of suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this futile existence of endless suffering that I never would had chosen, to me existence truly is an abomination and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I wish this torturous, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering was never imposed and I'll always see existence as an imposition.

It's one that just causes harm and suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I just wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[lunar02102009]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I wish this torturous, cruel existence of unnecessary suffering was never imposed and I'll always see existence as an imposition.

It's one that just causes harm and suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, I just wish to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

To be , to exist. Its hell arent it? Heaven should be non existence for us i suppose

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to suffer in this existence.
I'll just always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just never should had suffered, I just wish this existence was never imposed, I'll always find it so terrible to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence, in this existence I just always saw as a mistake for me non-existence is just the only peace and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, cruel existence as only suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible and torturous that I always saw as a mistake.