
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,372
Always finding it so deeply undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist.
For me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it's suffering only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and to never suffer ever again is all I could wish for, I'll just always see existence as something that just causes harm and I find it so harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'll just always see existing as just being futile, unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this, I just never should had been forced to suffer and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake no matter what and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist.
For me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could hope for, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it's suffering only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and to never suffer ever again is all I could wish for, I'll just always see existence as something that just causes harm and I find it so harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'll just always see existing as just being futile, unnecessary suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this, I just never should had been forced to suffer and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die.
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