Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is always just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting to die to me as after all, all will eventually disappear into nothingness no matter what with no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it the only relief for me could lie in non-existence.

I'd just personally always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more unbearably and to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it's all so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten could ever be desirable to me, I'd never wish for any of this suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I wish this existence where I'm just waiting to not exist suffering all for the sake of it was just never imposed and I'll always see existence as the most harmful imposition that causes all this pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, for me non-existence really is the only peace, it's all I'll hope for, it's all I'll ever see as desirable, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could ever hope and wish for is no more suffering, I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where I cannot suffer in any way and all is finally gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering just hoping and waiting to not exist.

In this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of this torturous unnecessary existence just continues and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer, I just never should had been burdened with this existence but now I suffer and have done for so long all I can hope for is no more suffering. I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again, existence really just is so painful, so dreadful and so torturous and I personally suffer simply from existing, I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope to sleep permanently, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I can see as desirable, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only eternal non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and to never suffer ever again is all I could hope for, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the torturous burden of existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for the torturous and futile burden of existence rather I only hope to not exist, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and this existence is no longer my problem.

I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence had to be imposed even know there was never a need for any of this, to me existence really is something so unnecessary and I find it so dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel. I'll always see existing as being only suffering and I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence, simply just existing really is enough to make me wish to not exist, I just wish for this cruel deeply undesirable existence to be all gone and forgotten for me and I see so much cruelty in how peaceful guaranteed death is so harmfully denied for me even know this existence was so tragically imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result. I'll just always see it as so harmful to exist, existence to me is a burden only ceasing to exist can bring me peace from and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll just always find it so torturous to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I just never would had chosen no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for non-existence.
No matter what I really could only ever hope and wish for non-existence, for me non-existence really is all that's positive, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and this cruel, torturous existence is no longer my problem.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I wish for is the peace of eternal dreamless sleep where all is gone and this existence is no longer my concern, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and more than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed, I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and for me existence really is the problem which is why I'll only hope for non-existence. I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and it's the most torturous burden that only ceasing to exist can bring me peace and relief from. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I really am just always so tired of suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and never would wish for, I only wish to not exist, I just hope for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just being unnecessary suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being unnecessary suffering and more than anything I just wish I was never forced to suffer in this cruel existence, as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten.

I'll always see it as so dreadful to be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is some peace, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer with all finally gone and forgotten for me which is all I hope for, I could just never see it as desirable to exist rather I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering and I suffer simply from existing. It's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to the peace of permanent non-existence where finally I can rest and nothing can concern me and all I wish is for this harmful, painful existence to be no longer my problem and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never wake, I'll always see existing as just being suffering and more than anything I just wish I never had to suffer at all, I'm just always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer in any way, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where nothing can concern me and for this torturous existence to finally be all forgotten is all I hope for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to exist. To me existing really is just only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just hoping and wishing for the peace of eternal sleep, for me non-existence really is all that could be positive and is all I hope for.

I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel, torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake that I'd never wish for and for me non-existence really is the only peace, I just wish for permanent peace from all the suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only eternal non-existence can solve and take away for me. To cease existing truly is all I could see as positive and is all I hope for, I'd just never wish for any of this and more than anything I just wish I never had to suffer, I never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and as long as I exist all I can hope for is to never wake ever again, I just want to rest, I just hope to sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

I've only ever wished to sleep.
I truly have only ever wished to sleep and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and there is no more pain and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, for me existence is the problem and it's one only eternal non-existence could ever solve and take away for me.

I wish for no more suffering and I personally suffer simply from being conscious in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel only the peace of eternal sleep can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and as long as I exist I really will just wish for no more suffering. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible and dreadful to me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily all for the sake of it just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as just being waiting to die, I always wish to just fall asleep permanently to escape from it all and prevent all the future suffering, only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I personally suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence really is all I see as desirable.
It really is all that's desirable for me and is all that can bring me any peace, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous unnecessary existence rather all I hope for is to cease existing and never suffer ever again, I just want to not exist and to permanently cease existing truly is all I see as desirable, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just never would had wished for and more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer.

I'll always find it the most cruel, futile burden to exist and it's a burden only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where finally all is forgotten and nothing can concern me and all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous and cruel existence rather all I hope for is peace. I just want to never wake, I find it so deeply undesirable to be conscious burdened with this existence and the fact that this existence was even imposed is always the most terrible tragedy to me, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer all for the sake of it in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence itself as an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always see existence itself as an unnecessary harm and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten about and only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is non-existence.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, harmful existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and it's just so terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I just never should had been forced to exist at all and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me as I just find it so harmful to exist and I'd just never wish for this existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather I only hope for peace, I see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering, I'll always see existence as something that just causes so much suffering and harm.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only ceasing to exist is desirable for me.
For me no matter what only ceasing to exist could ever be desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where this torturous, futile existence is finally all gone and there is no more cruelty and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist, to me existence really is just an abomination that causes so much harm, cruelty and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence that just causes so much pain and problems there were never a need for until non-existence takes away all anyway, for me the only relief could ever lie in non-existence and I'll just only be at peace from all the suffering once I no longer exist, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues with me just hoping and wishing to be gone. I wish I could just choose to never suffer ever again, all I wish is for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, more than anything I wish I never had to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so cruel to me, non-existence really is all I could hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wishing to cease existing to escape from the suffering of existing.
All I hope and wish for is to cease existing to escape from the suffering of existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is gone and finally I can be at peace.

I'd personally always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more in this cruel, torturous existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway, for me existence truly is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me any relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about. To me existence really does feel like an abomination that just causes all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just always find it so harmful to suffer in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway. For me existence itself is enough to make me wish for death and my wish to not exist is a response to existence itself as I just don't want to suffer at all rather all I hope for is some peace and only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for, I really am always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally gone, I just want to never exist ever again where finally I can be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it a burden to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it a burden to exist and I'd just never wish for the burden of existing rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily burdened with this futile, torturous existence just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death.

It's just suffering that there was never a need for at all and more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me existence itself truly is the problem and it's one only non-existence could ever solve for me and bring me peace from as I'd just never wish for the burden of existence rather I just want to not exist, I just want to rest. Only eternal sleep could ever bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and torture of existing and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist, there's so much suffering in being burdened with this existence that just causes all this pain and problems there were never a need for at all and it's all so cruel and terrible to me, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I really would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope for an dreamless eternal sleep free from all harm and suffering where all is finally gone for me.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful how this existence was imposed and I just wish I never had to suffer, I never should had been forced to suffer at all but of course I'm still trapped in this existence just hoping to be gone and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence. Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering no matter what, I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I really never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where I'm just waiting to not exist and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist as after all, all will eventually be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence truly is always so terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I truly will always see existence as the problem that just brings and causes all this cruelty, suffering and harm until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous, unnecessary existence.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I hope for and is all I see as desirable, only non-existence can solve and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only an eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me relief from and in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all I could wish for is to not exist. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be forgotten for me, I just want the peace of an eternal sleep to solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I personally suffer just from existing and I'd just never wish for any of this, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and is all I could ever hope for, I just want all to finally be gone for me, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it all I could wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to never suffer ever again.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I only want to sleep permanently where all is finally gone for me, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous and futile existence rather I only hope for permanent non-existence.

I just want all to be gone for me, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, it really is all so dreadful and cruel to me and more than anything I just wish I was never burdened with this existence, I truly never should had suffered at all but of course the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for eternal sleep, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course I continue to be trapped in this existence and it's all just so terrible, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable, all I wish for is to never suffer ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of this existence just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never suffered and I never should had suffered, no matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so painful to me and I'd never wish for the pain of existing rather I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for some peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is some peace, I just wish for the peace of eternal non-existence where all is gone for me, I'd just never wish for this harmful, torturous existence where existing beings suffer so unbearably all for the sake of it rather I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to finally forget about this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and it's suffering only eternal non-existence can bring me any peace from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no more pain and no more suffering in non-existence where finally nothing can concern me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from all the cruelty and suffering of existing. All I hope for is to never wake ever again, for me non-existence truly is the only relief and is all I see as positive, I just want to never exist ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and it's a burden only non-existence can bring me any peace from, I just hope for non-existence, I only wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this torturous, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for no matter what, I'm just always so tired of it all, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it horrific how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long in this cruel, futile existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only in non-existence will I be at peace from this torturous existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake. I'd just never wish for any of this, existence to me truly is an abomination that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just always see it as so dreadful and terrible to be burdened with this existence just wishing and hoping to sleep permanently.

For me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could wish for, I just find it so terrifying how the suffering can continue for so long with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just wish I never suffered but of course the suffering of existing just continues and it's truly all just so dreadful to me. As long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can take away for me and bring me any peace from. I just want to never wake ever again with no more suffering but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence really is so terrible to me and I find it painful to simply exist, it's pain only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could see as desirable.
It truly is all I could see as desirable and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather all I wish for is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for.

I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer so unnecessarily burdened with this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering but of course the suffering of this cruel, futile existence just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering the only relief for me could ever lie in eternal sleep, I just find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and it's a burden only ceasing to exist can bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer. I just hope and wish to no longer be burdened with this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and for me existence really is the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just wish for the peace of eternal non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just pain and suffering there was never a need for at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it painful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so painful to exist and I'd just never wish for the pain of exising rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten, I just want to finally forget about this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and more than anything I wish I never suffered.

I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it at all but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all just so cruel to me, there's just so much cruelty in this futile, torturous existence and I wish I was never forced to suffer, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather I only hope for non-existence where finally I can be at peace and the only peace for me could ever lie in non-existence. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want to never wake ever again, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, only the peace of non-existence could solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as being only suffering no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this futile, torturous existence I just personally saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all I could wish for is to never exist ever again, I just want all to be gone for me but of course the suffering just continues and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway. I'll always see existing as so futile, so unnecessary and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten in non-existence, I just wish to be permanently unable to suffer with no more pain and I'll just always find it so painful and dreadful to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all, there are no disadvantages to the peace of eternal nothingness where all is finally gone, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief from the suffering of existing I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer at all.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer at all rather I just hope for peace, I just want to never wake ever again with all finally gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering and cruelty just continues and it's all so dreadful to me. I'll always see existing as only suffering and I just don't want to suffer at all rather I only hope to sleep and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep to finally escape from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I really just never should had been burdened with this existence.

I'll always see it as a burden to exist, it's one so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever bring me peace from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. I'd never wish for this cruel deeply undesirable existence of futile suffering rather I just want to never exist ever again and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I just wish I never had to suffer, never existing would had saved me from all this unnecessary suffering in this existence where I hope and wait to not exist and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I'm so tired of it all and it's tiredness only non-existence can take away for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for some peace.
No matter what all I could hope and wish for is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I've only ever hoped for peace and for me peace could only ever lie in an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and nothing can concern me.

I just want this existence to be all forgotten about but of course the suffering just continues and it's suffering only non-existence can ever bring me relief from and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'm just so tired of suffering in this existence that just causes and brings all this pain and problems there were never a need for and I'll always see existence itself as the ultimate problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me and bring me peace from. I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again, for me non-existence really is all that's positive as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where I'm finally unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and I'll always find it so painful and dreadful to exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is the only peace for me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence and I personally suffer simply from existing, I always hope and wish to never wake again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course the suffering just continues and I'm always so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain and problems there were never a need for.
It truly does and it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me, I'd never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this cruel, futile existence rather all I hope for is non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace.

I'll always see existence as the most cruel, torturous imposition that just causes so much pain until non-existence takes away all anyway and as long as I exist I'll just hope to sleep permanently, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence that to me is only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me. No matter what I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and for me existence itself is the true problem, it's one only non-existence could ever solve and take away for me and to never suffer ever again certainly is all I could wish for, I'm just always so tired of suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather I just want to not exist. I just hope for some peace, to me existence is just so cruel, so futile and so unnecessary and I always find it so tragic how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer, for me existence really is the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, I wish for no more suffering.

 

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Existence is an abomination to me.
To me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I see it as so dreadful to be conscious in this cruel, torturous existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents destined to decay and die anyway and I'll always just see existing as waiting to die.

The fact that this harmful existence was even imposed really is always the most terrible tragedy to me and I'd prefer to not exist than suffer, I see it as so horrific how existence causes all this endless suffering and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll always see existing as only being suffering. I suffer just from being conscious in this existence I just never would had wished for and just never would had chosen and I'll wish to not exist no matter what as to me existence really is an abomination and I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist. I personally suffer simply from existing and just existing is enough to make me wish to sleep permanently, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'd never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence I just never would had chosen that just brought so much pain in the first place, simply just existing is enough to make me want to never wake ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is preferable for me than to suffer.
No matter what I'd always prefer to cease existing than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it to not exist really is all I see as desirable and is all I could hope for, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I hope for is to not exist, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable.

The only peace for me could lie in an eternal dreamless sleep where there is no more pain and no more suffering with all finally forgotten, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, I just wish I could choose to escape from the suffering of existing, I just want to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always wish to not exist. For me non-existence truly is the only relief in this unnecessary existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, for me existence itself really is the problem and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been forced to suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always find it so dreadful to exist.
I truly will always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, I'd just never wish for this torturous and cruel existence of unnecessary suffering rather I just want to not exist where this dreadful existence I personally always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, for me existence truly is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can ever bring me peace from.

I just find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and relief from and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, existing to me really is just only suffering and all I could wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone for me, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and simply just existing is enough to make me want to not exist. I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering that I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I just hope and wish to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering just continues with me just wishing to be gone, I truly do always suffer from how peaceful guaranteed death is so cruelly denied for me with the suffering and cruelty of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in eternal sleep will I be at peace.
For me the only peace truly could lie in eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

I've personally only ever wished for eternal sleep and it's al I could hope for, it's all that's positive for me as I just want to never suffer ever again, I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had wished for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I just want the peace of an eternal sleep and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from and find relief from suffering, for me dreamless eternal sleep truly is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering but of course all the suffering of existing just continues with me just wishing to be gone and I'll only hope and wish to not exist no matter what, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again with all finally gone and forgotten with no more pain and I'll just always find it so painful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring non-existence.
No matter what I really would always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and for me non-existence really is all that's positive and desirable, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and I cannot suffer in any way and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering.

I personally suffer simply from existing which is why I'd always prefer to not exist, non-existence really is all I hope for as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can solve everything for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist as I just don't wish for the torturous and futile burden of existing. To me existence truly does feel like such a terrible mistake that just causes harm and suffering until, non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist.

The peace of non-existence truly is always preferable for me as I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and I'm so tired of being burdened with this existence, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep to escape from the cruelty and suffering of this futile existence and I'll always see it as so futile to exist, to me existing truly is only suffering and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'm just so tired it all, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just pointless suffering to me.
It truly is just pointless suffering to me and I'd just never wish for the unnecessary suffering of this futile, cruel and torturous existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten and for me existence truly is the problem.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of this harmful existence rather I just want to sleep, I only hope for some peace, to me existence really is an abomination that just causes and brings so much pain, problems and suffering there was never a need for and I'll just always see existence itself as the true problem, as long as I exist I really will just wish to be free from the pointless suffering of existing, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing but of course all the suffering just continues with me just wishing to be gone. It's all so dreadful to me and more than anything I just wish this existence was never imposed, I'd personally prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me any relief from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There truly is so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to never exist ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from the suffering of existing and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I see it as so dreadful to be conscious suffering in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and the fact that this existence was imposed really is always the most terrible tragedy to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'd never wish for this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and the suffering of existing is endless, it really is all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to sleep permanently, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for as after all, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer. There is no suffering in the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep and to never suffer ever again with all finally gone for me really is all I could hope for, for me non-existence is all that's desirable, I'd just never wish for this painful harmful existence that I personally always saw as a mistake that just causes and brings so much suffering until all is finally forgotten in non-existence anyway, I just hope to sleep, I just wish for some peace from all the suffering.