FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Existence is so cruel and meaningless.
To me that's the way existence truly is, existence is ultimately so meaningless yet so immensely cruel and I'd personally always prefer to not exist at all. I find it so terrible how there's all this endless cruelty and pointless pain and suffering just for one to decay and die anyway, I wish I never suffered in this existence in the first place.
To me existence is such a futile, meaningless struggle that I'd never wish for no matter what and I wish I stayed unaware more than anything, only never existing at all is truly ideal to me as if I never existed I wouldn't be able to suffer in any way and I don't wish to suffer at all. I know I'm not meant for this cruel, meaningless existence that just causes all for this torment and pain all for the sake of it and what is so painful is how there is no acceptance towards preferring to not exist.
It causes so much pain how I cannot access a death like never waking again to eternally escape from the terrible futile torment of existing on my own terms even know existing was so meaningless anyway with there being no disadvantages to being unable to suffer at all, existence truly does just cause me suffering and I'm so tired of it, no matter what I'll always be so tired of existing.
To me that's the way existence truly is, existence is ultimately so meaningless yet so immensely cruel and I'd personally always prefer to not exist at all. I find it so terrible how there's all this endless cruelty and pointless pain and suffering just for one to decay and die anyway, I wish I never suffered in this existence in the first place.
To me existence is such a futile, meaningless struggle that I'd never wish for no matter what and I wish I stayed unaware more than anything, only never existing at all is truly ideal to me as if I never existed I wouldn't be able to suffer in any way and I don't wish to suffer at all. I know I'm not meant for this cruel, meaningless existence that just causes all for this torment and pain all for the sake of it and what is so painful is how there is no acceptance towards preferring to not exist.
It causes so much pain how I cannot access a death like never waking again to eternally escape from the terrible futile torment of existing on my own terms even know existing was so meaningless anyway with there being no disadvantages to being unable to suffer at all, existence truly does just cause me suffering and I'm so tired of it, no matter what I'll always be so tired of existing.