Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, all I wish for is an eternal sleep where this cruel existence is finally all forgotten but of course all the suffering just continues and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered, as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace from all pain and suffering, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, it's always so dreadful to me how there's all this cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured. I really would just never wish for any of this no matter what and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I'd never wish for, all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from this torturous, futile existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this futile, torturous existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'm just so tired of it all and I wish I never suffered, I'd just never wish for this torturous, futile existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain and I suffer simply from existing.

I truly would never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen and never would had wished for and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it really feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering.

More than anything I just wish I was never burdened with the abomination of existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me in the peace of an eternal sleep with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence, all I want is to never wake again.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see this dreadful existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel as only suffering, it's just all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from it all, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this dreadful, deeply undesirable abomination I just never would had chosen and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for peace.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence ever again, all I wish for is an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can rest with this existence I always saw as a mistake finally all forgotten about.

I wish I could erase this existence so it's like I never suffered as I'm just always so tired of it all, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, I really would never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to not exist. I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, harmful and dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is peace and the peace of non-existence is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so torturous to me.
It really is always so torturous to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

All want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, I'd just never wish for this torturous cruel existence rather all I want is to cease existing.

I just wish for peace from this torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily hoping and waiting to be gone and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I always find it so dreadful to suffer in this torturous existence I never would had wished for. I just always see it as an abomination to be conscious burdened with this existence all I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently as non-existence is just all I hope for, I just want peace from this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence and as long as I exist I'll just wish for some peace, I just want to never wake and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful and painful to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I'm just always so tired of being burdened with this painful, torturous existence and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it truly is all so cruel and terrible and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be free from it all, I just want peace from this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought all this unnecessary suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I just want to never exist again, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this cruel, torturous existence just to die in agony from old age and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace.

The thought of suffering for much longer just to be tortured by old age is so unbearable to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the cruel, futile abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence more than anything.

As long as I exist I truly will just hope to never suffer again, I just wish for peace from this painful, torturous existence but of course I continue to suffer in this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never wake again, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, painful existence and I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
I really would never wish for any of this and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this suffering as a result and I suffer so much as a result of existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in existing.

I just never should had suffered and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, futile existence, I really would never wish to suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is the only peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer conscious burdened with this existence, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing, I really am just always so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be gone.
No matter what all I could hope for is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the suffering of this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence continues, I wish I could erase this existence.

I just want all to be gone for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake that I never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just want to never exist ever again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

All I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to never exist again, I only hope for peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I only wish for an eternal sleep where finally I can rest and all is gone and forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I never suffered.
More than anything I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope and wish to never suffer again.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain, cruelty and suffering where finally this existence is all gone and forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this deeply undesirable existence no matter what, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I'd just never wish for this existence that causes and brings suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this cruel dreadful existence, all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, I just wish this existence was never imposed and I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful, torturous imposition causing and bringing so much suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again, all I hope for is an eternal sleep where this deeply undesirable, cruel and torturous existence is finally all forgotten.

I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for some peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never wake again with all finally forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so dreadful to me and I never should had suffered in this torturous existence at all, all I hope for is non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this cruel existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only seeing eternal sleep as desirable.
No matter what I could only ever see eternal sleep as desirable, all I want is to never suffer in this futile and torturous existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues.

I just suffer as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where this cruel existence is all gone and finally nothing can concern me.

I just want eternal sleep to solve everything for me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I just wish I never suffered, I really would always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this existence so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting for death and there's just so much suffering, pain and cruelty in existing, only eternal sleep could ever be desirable for me, I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.