Story FUCKING EVERYTHING IS GOING DOWN

[PoisonedOxygen]

My mental health is deterioating, i've increased the dose of citalopram today in hope it'll help. I feel like biggest shit. I got a job that i've wanted so bad and now i hate it, the boss is shady, the people are mean and toxic. Everything is wrong not like i expected. I have nobody to talk to, my brain is killing me. I would like to have normal brain. I can tell everything is wrong again. I have moment when i cry hysterically. I almost dont have money again. I need a fucking tutrial how to fix my life.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I feel like biggest shit. I got a job that i've wanted so bad

its ok

the boss is shady, the people are mean and toxic. Everything is wrong not like i expected.

its not like you expected. it might have been the job you wanted but that doesnt mean you wanted that environment

 

[PoisonedOxygen]

its ok

Thank you I needed this

its not like you expected. it might have been the job you wanted but that doesnt mean you wanted that environment

Yeah I really like to cook and want to improve my skills but this place is putting so many bad emotions on me, i dont know what to do

 

[burntboy]

used to take citalopram too; turns out that fucker triggered my mania. check out w ur doctor if you're not going tru the same
mania can be for some people very painful

 

[purplesky]

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[PoisonedOxygen]

used to take citalopram too; turns out that fucker triggered my mania. check out w ur doctor if you're not going tru the same
mania can be for some people very painful

How did you know, what were the symptoms?

 

[SmallRedHawk]

My mental health is deterioating, i've increased the dose of citalopram today in hope it'll help. I feel like biggest shit. I got a job that i've wanted so bad and now i hate it, the boss is shady, the people are mean and toxic. Everything is wrong not like i expected. I have nobody to talk to, my brain is killing me. I would like to have normal brain. I can tell everything is wrong again. I have moment when i cry hysterically. I almost dont have money again. I need a fucking tutrial how to fix my life.

Hello, I also recently got a job I wanted for ages and thought would be perfect, but it is also actually shit and I hate it with my whole being. The coworkers are rude and all have superiority complexes and I am being badly overworked for minimum wage.

Only good thing to come from it is that it has given me a little more motivation to work towards something better suited to my interests. I need my job to align with my hobby and need to be learning things that are useful to me. I don't want to be stuck in this workplace any longer.

I only share this rant to show you are not alone in this situation. I say try to let this bad job fuel your motivation for something better. It doesn't matter how many times you have to retry, start something new, it will all help you to find something that is better for you. There is no need for a tutorial, there will not be any one clear path, just many options and experience plus learning to come from them.

Good luck my friend, I will be trying for something better for my life as well.