I dont care i believe my suffering will end very soon maybe in the first months of 2021
2021 will be the year i leave this earth
2021 will be the year i leave this earth
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Antigonish
Mage
- Sep 19, 2020
- 593
I'll be at work all alone, from 6pm to 3am.
Everyone hate me, and it only makes me hate myself. I'm just a crappy person.
I'm never gonna celebrate Christmas again, just like my birthday.
And also I'm quitting my job.
Everyone hate me, and it only makes me hate myself. I'm just a crappy person.
I'm never gonna celebrate Christmas again, just like my birthday.
And also I'm quitting my job.
Captive of Mind
Memento mori
- Aug 11, 2020
- 409
So weird. No lots of people complaining the God or Jesus Christ. Without them, not lots of people celebrate Christmas.
I hate Christmas.I get especially jealous of other people at this time of year.
Couples all loved up...but I have to be single with no special someone.
Families with kids enjoying the magic and making magical memories....but I never got the chance to be a Dad and have that/those.
People with nice houses and money to spend....neither of which I have.
People socialising with friends and colleagues...but I am always excluded from that because I have almost none of the former and none of the latter.
People with good jobs to return to after the holidays...but I am unemployable.
No wonder this has to be the last one...
Couples all loved up...but I have to be single with no special someone.
Families with kids enjoying the magic and making magical memories....but I never got the chance to be a Dad and have that/those.
People with nice houses and money to spend....neither of which I have.
People socialising with friends and colleagues...but I am always excluded from that because I have almost none of the former and none of the latter.
People with good jobs to return to after the holidays...but I am unemployable.
No wonder this has to be the last one...
lunargreenx
21 year old gay boy
- Jun 16, 2020
- 139
Mentalmick
IMHOTEP!!!
- Nov 30, 2020
- 2,049
Privatehell
Member
- Mar 3, 2020
- 26
Christmas makes me feel even more bitter than I already do. I love my family but the pressure to be "normal" is felt tenfold and I find it hard to not reflect on my inadequacies as a depressed person. New Year can fuck itself even harder!
Well... they was a lot of racist debate about immigration or religion but no one tried to stress the grandpa so I basically stay all long as a pillar not saying anything on the corner of the table. Another boring day among many others.
I hate all the fakeness of Christmas like I'm smiling and laughing but inside I'm dead, family all saying "you are doing so well" are you for real are you that blind to my pain
