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[LastLoveSong]

all i ever feel is nothing or extremely paranoid

I can't do this I keep trying but nobody cares my brain hurts and I hate it here everybody else gets a million chances but I get 0 chances
I'm gonna throw up

 

[Rack.-]

I wish I could just give you a tight hug rn! You deserve love and affection as well, I'm sorry everything seems too painful. I'm here if you ever need someone to talk

 

[LastLoveSong]

I can't do this I have a million problems you dont understand

there's always a catch with every sparing bit of joy I receive

 

[Rack.-]

I can't do this I have a million problems you dont understand

there's always a catch with every sparing bit of joy I receive

I know I can't fully understand your situation. But I understand how you feel because I'm going through the same (or something similar at least).

That's why I want to offer my company, someone you can talk to, someone that can listen you. And there is no catch, it's already something if it makes you feel "better" or "joy" even for a brief moment. It will have been worthy nevertheless. And I'm sorry again for not being actually there and knowing what is hurting you, but I'm still here if you need someone. So please take care , I hope you are doing alright