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itsgone2

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Which would you prefer? Guns are inherently violent and loud and messy, but effective. Fsh is going to hurt but maybe not for long. Rope is easy to get. I need to go but being a coward about it. Just wondering what others would choose
 
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Using a shotgun is probably the best way to CTB aside from inert gases imo You just need to aim at your brain stem and pull the trigger it's instant lights out only downside is that getting access to firearms can be difficult in some countries.
 
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itsgone2

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only downside is that getting access to firearms can be difficult in some countries.
Yes and I sort of hate asking because of that. But still interested in people's opinions even if no access. Just hypothetically
 
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If I had access I'd rather go for firearm as it sounds like an instant way to be permanently free from this torturous existence, to me hanging sounds like a horrific risky way to try to cease existing and I find it so horrifying how it can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel. But for me all that would be truly ideal is a peaceful, painless poison so finally I can be at peace from the torture of this terrible, futile existence that should never had been imposed, denying the option to never suffer again is such terrible extreme cruelty to me.
 
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