found out my mom never wanted me

[SparkleWater]

I always knew my parents relationship was... rocky but like..... fuck apparently my dad confessed to me in the car that he "let it slip" on purpose and i dont know how to feel. apparently for years my mother was putting it off and knowing how she acted during my childhood it feels weird.

my dad said he did what he did because he knew she would never say yes and now everything is like i said weird. It feels like my whole life was a lie. I knew i was fucked since birth but even my conception? was fucked?
fuck only now is it setting in and im crying fuck
fuck only now is it setting in and im crying fuck

 

[Sulyya]

You're appreciated here though.

 

[Aisley]

Most of us are accidents. Very few people get laid with the intent to conceive, they're just getting laid. 15 years ago I cancelled a trip to the clinic, and now I'm "stuck" with a 14 yr old human in my care. OF COURSE, I'll never commit the crime of telling him that, my god. And I'm nowhere near the only one. "No one exists on purpose."
Years ago my mother told my sister that she was tricked into conceiving her (cut condoms) and I could never get past, nor forgive her for telling her that. What's wrong with people? There's a list of shit you never tell your child, and the story of our conception is pretty high up there. Seems like both your parents never grew up, but you're not alone there.

 

[stoopid]

Once my mom said I was a mistake and she was drunk af, she said she can't say it to me when she's sober. That fucked me up until today. She's dead since 2018 but it still hurts.

You're not alone, fuck life we can't choose our parents they're humans also and make mistakes, maybe they feared to abort you or something, because it's mentally destructive, I had a gf once and she got pregnant, everyone told her some feminist bullshit "your choice, it's not a Baby yet" yeah after that she got traumatized and sometimes start to cry about that lost child, seeing random kids and "it could be the same age now". Life is hard and fucked up.

We're all in the same boat here, but for the most of us our boat will sink and will get us to our paradise

 

[CTB Dream]

vry sry this all reprdct human do awful, bring new chld awful world ,also no care say no want ,no want why bring child awful world make suffer maje feel unwant make mental illne. This see also species force rprdct species wabt more suffer. Any sci ease prvnt rprdct human no do human keep bring suffer. Awful life awful species, vry sry this life lie vry sry awful species make feel this hug

 

[SadVegan]

For an orgasm that lasts less than 5 seconds, man is bound to suffer more than 70 years. All sufferings that we have to endure throughout our lives end up tracing back to a "i wanted".

 

[FuneralCry]

Procreation is so incredibly selfish and unnecessary, it's bad enough when the parents even wanted the child, never mind a situation like this. People really should stop creating unnecessary suffering by unfairly forcing life into this world.

 

[ikadasui]

I'm 99% sure my father is a rapist as my mother was 17 and homeless when she had. Not quite the same but knowing I wasn't born out of love makes my existence even more repulsive to me