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ikilog

ikilog

Member
Jun 6, 2023
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Hello everyone. This is my first and hopefully last post here. I just was thinking about how my parents are going to find my body and be in shock but even knowing it doesnt stop me from doing it, it just give me feel of relief , so i just want to ask is it normal or idk to feel like this? (Ps My parents arent abusive or anything)
 
90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
im not sure what "normal" means anymore - but i do know that whatever you feel is valid, and you can feel safe sharing on here :)
 
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Slasher

Slasher

crybaby
Jun 6, 2023
87
normal is different for everybody. I personally have thought about this a lot too, I know my parents will be the ones finding my body so being at peace with the idea helps. I try to see it from their POV, how they would find me and react etc.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It's understandable feeling relieved at the thought of you no longer existing as after all death is the only relief from suffering and we all have to die somewhere, someday, death really is something so normal, it's inevitable.
 
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