TwistedNightmares
My life is torture
- Nov 1, 2025
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Hooo boy. It's been difficult for me to put up with my mother, especially recently. For context, she suffers from schizoaffective disorder + bipolar disorder, and it has been difficult to get her the help she actually needs because she refuses it for the most part/believes nothing is wrong with her, and she is very good at lying her way out of treatment and making doctors, as well as everyone around her, believe she is "normal".
She is going back in the psych ward today for the millionth time in her life, but that will end up being useless, since she always relapses back into her delusional state the moment she comes out of the psych ward. She's been like this virtually all of her life, even before I was born.
Even if her psych ward stay will be useless, I am glad to finally have at least some peace from her. Her verbal aggressiveness and constant accusations about others and even about me were really starting to affect me.
I have no family or support system either because of her, so I am basically on my own. It has definitely been a very difficult journey for me.
My body will probably still be on high alert for a while, but that is to be expected after all the abuse I had to endure.
Update: Looks like she is just coming home with extra medicine instead of being admitted. Damn. There goes my peace.
She is going back in the psych ward today for the millionth time in her life, but that will end up being useless, since she always relapses back into her delusional state the moment she comes out of the psych ward. She's been like this virtually all of her life, even before I was born.
Even if her psych ward stay will be useless, I am glad to finally have at least some peace from her. Her verbal aggressiveness and constant accusations about others and even about me were really starting to affect me.
I have no family or support system either because of her, so I am basically on my own. It has definitely been a very difficult journey for me.
My body will probably still be on high alert for a while, but that is to be expected after all the abuse I had to endure.
Update: Looks like she is just coming home with extra medicine instead of being admitted. Damn. There goes my peace.
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