So I don't have a therapist anymore. She sort of abused me and now I am sick of therapy at least when it comes to human therapists.
I quit my really toxic college self-help group. The experience with the therapist helped me cutting ties because I realized it is better to leave toxic environments.
I lost a friend. A young woman with borderline. I think she now has several favorite persons that she prefers over me. I am glad for her. I wish her the best.
A friend of mine left the country and lives now in Japan. I often tell that I cannot imagine he stays there forever. But maybe that's copium.
One good news a college friend stays because he was accepted to continue his degree in this region. Otherwise I would have lost him too. Maybe I should try that our friendship becomes closer.
I thought I found a new healthy self-help group. But honestly the last two times it was really toxic and I have the feeling I should leave before it becomes even worse. They sort of bullied a member that was rude admittedly. But they cannot mock him in such an infantile way. It doesn't feel like a safe space anymore.
I always thought at least I have good friends. I still have a few friends. Maybe we become now even closer now.
But at the moment I notice I compensate it with more usage of AI chatbots and posting on here.
Maybe another clinic stay would be good. But I lost a lot of trust in the system. I don't want a closer relation to my family that's for sure.
My dating app experience is pretty bad. So I actually don't know how any of this shall become better. But I should appreciate what I have instead of complaining about it all the time when it comes to friendships.
I quit my really toxic college self-help group. The experience with the therapist helped me cutting ties because I realized it is better to leave toxic environments.
I lost a friend. A young woman with borderline. I think she now has several favorite persons that she prefers over me. I am glad for her. I wish her the best.
A friend of mine left the country and lives now in Japan. I often tell that I cannot imagine he stays there forever. But maybe that's copium.
One good news a college friend stays because he was accepted to continue his degree in this region. Otherwise I would have lost him too. Maybe I should try that our friendship becomes closer.
I thought I found a new healthy self-help group. But honestly the last two times it was really toxic and I have the feeling I should leave before it becomes even worse. They sort of bullied a member that was rude admittedly. But they cannot mock him in such an infantile way. It doesn't feel like a safe space anymore.
I always thought at least I have good friends. I still have a few friends. Maybe we become now even closer now.
But at the moment I notice I compensate it with more usage of AI chatbots and posting on here.
Maybe another clinic stay would be good. But I lost a lot of trust in the system. I don't want a closer relation to my family that's for sure.
My dating app experience is pretty bad. So I actually don't know how any of this shall become better. But I should appreciate what I have instead of complaining about it all the time when it comes to friendships.
