throwawayghm
Member
- Aug 24, 2025
- 56
I realized today that I dont want to get better im fucking sabatoging myself in hopes it gets bad enough I can actually ctb, ive been shooting myself in the foot and waking up every day wondering why im so fucking miserable
Ok sick what am I going to do with this information? Not a god dam fucking this im the biggest pice of shit I solely exist to make those who care about me worry, that's fucking it I could 100% get better if I rly wanted to but I dont for some ungodly reason I don't im literally the biggest pice of shit like I have no idea what the fuck made me decide I can get into a relationship, I dont know what made me think I was ready i cant even fucking care for myself I cant brush my teeth I cant fucking shower I cant even wipe myself down with a towel everyday I cant function as a normal human being, i cant take care of myself I dont know what made me think I could take care of another human being I couldn't even take care of a fucking rabbit if it was my job
Yea thats it i fucking hate me whish yall are doing ok tho
Ok sick what am I going to do with this information? Not a god dam fucking this im the biggest pice of shit I solely exist to make those who care about me worry, that's fucking it I could 100% get better if I rly wanted to but I dont for some ungodly reason I don't im literally the biggest pice of shit like I have no idea what the fuck made me decide I can get into a relationship, I dont know what made me think I was ready i cant even fucking care for myself I cant brush my teeth I cant fucking shower I cant even wipe myself down with a towel everyday I cant function as a normal human being, i cant take care of myself I dont know what made me think I could take care of another human being I couldn't even take care of a fucking rabbit if it was my job
Yea thats it i fucking hate me whish yall are doing ok tho
